You are in the world

Chapter 45

Ji Huai's tone was very light, as if happiness and despair had nothing to do with him.Shen Jun lowered his head slightly and looked at the ground in front of him, without making a sound or even moving.

"This is an incomplete story." Ji Huai smiled, "Maybe it's not a correct story either. However, it doesn't matter anymore."

"Go to sleep." Ji Huai stood up.

"Do you want to live?"

Ji Huai paused, then continued to walk forward and opened the door, "It doesn't matter anymore."

Shen Jun sat blankly and took a long time to get up.That night, he tossed and turned, without any sleepiness, and did not fall into a deep sleep until it was almost dawn.

The door opened gently without warning, Ji Huai slowly approached Shen Jun, and sat down beside the bed.The morning light gradually brightened, and the light projected through the windows onto the ground, tables and chairs, and Shen Jun's sleeping face in the room gradually became clear.A hand that was almost transparent under the light slowly approached Shen Jun's forehead, eyebrows, nose, and mouth...

"Don't be like me..."

……

"Wake up, wake up..."

Shen Jun felt a strong shaking, his eyelids were too heavy to lift, and his head was dizzy.Seeing a strange and anxious face in a haze, he woke up suddenly, but his head hurt slightly, "Who are you?" Turning around, seeing Ji Shu who was sleeping soundly, Shen Jun exhaled and patted his forehead.

"Follow me!" The man was very anxious, "The succession ceremony is about to begin!"

"What succession ceremony? Who are you?" Shen Jun didn't know why, and the dizziness in his head made him realize that he was drugged.

"I'm Zhou Shi'an."

Shen Jun's eyes suddenly widened, "Zhou Shi'an?"

"It's too late to elaborate, Huai will definitely act today!"

Shen Jun was ignorant, but still captured the key information, but why did this person come to him?Shen Jun had an indescribable dislike for Zhou Shi'an in his heart. "What can I do?"

Zhou Shi'an was taken aback, he obviously didn't expect Shen Jun to say such words, "You..." After hesitating again and again, Zhou Shi'an still said, "You are Ji Huai and my child, only you can stop him."

"I'm not."

Zhou Shi'an was stunned again, "I'm sorry. But, do you know how much gunpowder Ji Huai planted in the palace of the Hehuan Kingdom? He went there with the intention of dying together. Do you have the heart to watch so many innocent people die?"

Shen Jun was stunned, did Ji Huai plan like this?For a moment, Shen Jun felt that this was very good, but Zhou Shi'an's next words made him jump off the bed immediately, "Shen Hao is also here, if Huai succeeds, Longchang Kingdom will definitely be in chaos."

Shen Jun had no time to take care of Ji Shu who was still in a coma, and followed Zhou Shi'an to the direction of the palace.At the palace wall, Shen Jun asked Zhou Shi'an, "Do you know that Ji Huai is dying?"

Zhou Shi'an's reaction was obviously that he didn't know, he hurriedly asked, but Shen Jun didn't want to say more.Shen Jun somewhat understands Ji Huai's thoughts, how big-hearted it takes to fall in love with such a person who is above him in everything, people are selfish, Ji Huai will definitely not be able to bear it.Even though he understood that Zhou Shi'an's thoughts were understandable, Shen Jun couldn't accept it.He is also selfish.

There was an abnormal silence in the palace, as if everyone had fled.

"Last night, I contacted Ji Shang, and everyone in the palace was evacuated." Zhou Shi'an explained.

Shen Jun was surprised and puzzled, "Then why do you want me?"

"Huai's obsession is too deep. I am afraid that only you can untie his knot in this world." Zhou Shi'an sighed, "I thought it would be all right to untie his knot..."

Shen Jun was silent, but still said, "If his heart knot is untied, maybe he can survive."

Zhou Shi'an's eyes lit up, "Really?"

Shen Jun nodded, holding the porcelain bottle with his hands hidden in his sleeves, which contained the medicine made by the mad monk with his blood.Did the crazy monk expect what happened today?He hesitated last night whether to save Ji Huai, but Ji Huai had no desire to live at all, and death was a better destination for him.If he didn't want to die, I would definitely save him.

When Shen Jun and Zhou Shi'an arrived at the main hall, Shen Hao and Ji Huai were fighting, and Ji Shang was watching from the side, not intending to help either party, but his eyes were full of anxiety.

"Big brother!"

Shen Jun shouted, Shen Hao and Ji Huai turned their heads at the same time, reassurance flashed in Shen Hao's eyes, but after Ji Huai was surprised, he became more vicious, Shen Hao was hit straight by him for a while, and a trace of blood overflowed from the corner of his mouth.

"Brother!" Shen Jun was startled, "Stop beating!"

Shen Hao wiped away the blood with his hands, Ji Huai turned around, as if he had heard Shen Jun's words, he looked at Zhou Shi'an who was next to Shen Jun, "You lied to me?" It couldn't be described as cold.

Zhou Shi'an's complexion was not good, he even forgot that he was "invisible" now! "Huai..."

"You lied to me together with them. The palace has become an empty shell and it is your masterpiece." Ji Huai suddenly laughed, "Haha, in that case, why didn't you run for your life? And you!" Ji Huai pointed at Shen Hao, "What are you? You still want to infect my son. You should stay and be buried with me..."

"Huai, look, our child is still here, we are still here, can't we live together as a family of three in the future?"

"Zhou Shi'an, the biggest mistake in my life was saving you! It's okay, we'll be gone soon." Ji Huai looked at Shen Jun again, "I wanted you to live well, but living alone is very lonely. This is also very good..."

Shen Jun gradually realized that Ji Huai's mood was very unstable, "I want to live, can't we all live?"

"It's late, the time is coming, those gunpowder will go off..."

Shen Hao didn't know what happened, their conversation was so strange, what was buried with them?What family of three?A burst of pain surged up, and Shen Hao felt that he was a little unsteady. When he heard "time" and "gunpowder" in his ears, Shen Hao looked at Ji Huai standing in front of him, closed his eyes, and finally fell down. For a moment, he swung at Ji Huai with all his strength.

Xiaojun must live well...

"do not want!"

"No!"

In just a moment, Ji Huai and Shen Hao fell down one after another, and the expressions of the other three people present, no, the expressions of the four people all changed.

Shen Jun was startled when he saw Ji Huai fall, and saw Shen Hao fall, and hurried towards Shen Hao, "Brother, brother..." He calmly felt Shen Hao's pulse, but his face turned pale, why? , why, why is the pulse condition almost the same as Ji Huai's...

"Shen Jun!" Before Shen Jun could react, he turned his head and saw Zhou Shi'an's eager gaze... He put Shen Hao down and walked slowly towards Ji Huai.

"Get out, the palace will collapse soon!" A crisp voice sounded, and everyone was shocked.

When the sun was just right, the huge palace collapsed, the city walls surrounded a pile of ruins, and the raised dust danced in the sun.Tens of thousands of palaces have been made of earth...

Three days later.

"You just left?"

"I want to go out and have a look." Shen Jun looked at the road ahead and narrowed his eyes, "I know I don't blame him, but I feel uncomfortable."

Ji Shang nodded, "But he can't see you after he wakes up..."

"No, he will forget me."

Ji Shang was surprised, "What? What did you do?"

"It's nothing, I just gave him Mo Yuzi's Wangqing Pill." Shen Jun smiled, "It's better to forget everything, otherwise there will always be so many scruples."

"You've changed." Ji Shang frowned, then stretched his brows again, "No, you've grown up."

"Yes." Shen Jun sighed, "You have to take care of your baby. Although you escaped from the royal family, many people are still looking for you!"

Ji Shang smiled, "You are my baby too."

Shen Jun laughed, "Goodbye, brother."

The boy in fluttering white clothes has grown up, and it's time to venture into the world alone.When the sun sets, the world is home.

Five days later.Shen Hao woke up, forgot about Shen Jun, and set off to return to Longchang Kingdom.

A year later, Shen Hao passed away.Shen Hao did not leave any heirs, and Longchang Kingdom inherited Shen Hao's will and elected a wise monarch from among the ministers, and democratic elections were implemented.

"The sky is big and the earth is big, where is home?"

"The sky is big and the earth is big. Where there is you, where is it not home?"

"Hahaha……"

In the distant sky, the gorgeous sunset, a group of birds fly by, and the laughter called happiness resounds between the sky and the earth.

(Finish)

Extra

When I was still in my mother's womb, no, when I was in my father's womb, I slept every day because it was very comfortable.I also look forward to seeing what the world looks like, but when I just gained some consciousness, I became a little ghost.

Ghosts can't touch others, and others can't hear what they say, but I have met many ghosts like me.We are all children who died before we came out of the mother's womb. We have no human form and are white, but we can still see each other and even wander around in the world.

I don't understand anything, but wandering around the world without restraint, I gradually understand many things.For example, my father died of a miscarriage because of me, the relationship between my father and my father is different from other mothers and fathers... There are many, many, but also more and more lonely.Because I can only watch, watch other people's sorrows and joys, other people's stories.I am a ghost with no experience, no story.

What is the destination of ghosts?Because we have no threats, no one will control us.This is very freeing, but the older ghosts will eventually choose to reincarnate, maybe they also feel lonely.

Gradually, I also had the idea of ​​reincarnation, such a boring and envious time of life in the world is really unbearable.However, I still want to be my father's child.I know that Dad likes me very much, but I killed him... I struggle with it every day, day by day.Until, I met a crazy monk.

This is the first time that a human being can see me, and I am very novel and happy.Also, that crazy monk told me that he could make me Daddy's child again.This is really good news, I agreed without thinking anything, and the crazy monk smiled smugly.Later, I realized that the crazy monk is very unreliable.

First of all, the crazy monk told me that it is impossible to become Daddy's child in this time and space, because Daddy is no longer there.So, I have to go to another time and space.This is very simple, the mad monk sent me to another time and space, where I met the younger mad monk and Daddy.Then, the crazy monk said, we must find a way to match father and father.

Father?I don't like my father, because my father is the murderer who killed my father and me.However, there is no other way.

I can only agree.Then the crazy monk found a body for me and gave me a name - Li Chu.The crazy monk is very unreliable. After I entered that body, I couldn't even bask in the sun, and I often ran out!As a last resort, the crazy monk drew a lot of spells on that body, applied a lot of potions, and made me wear that blue cloak every day.I am ashamed to go out to meet people with such a strange dress.However, the crazy monk wanted me to go out and accumulate virtue—to do good deeds.

The mad monk taught me some methods of reckoning, and some unnatural things need to be corrected by me.The strange outfit made it difficult for me to move around, so I was even more busy, and I didn't even have time to communicate with my dad.

Maybe it's because I always remember the comfort of staying in Daddy's belly. I really like to have physical contact with Daddy.However, the father of this time and space is not as old as my body.I still remember the first time I saw Daddy, I forgot my body and threw myself on him, scaring Daddy, and finally became Daddy's friend after stalking him.However, when I saw my father, I wanted to pounce. However, even though my father was helpless, he was not angry.

I am no longer willing to leave my father, but I still want to do good things.Because it is not a simple matter to reverse fate.Daddy is doomed to have catastrophe. In order to protect Daddy, I try my best to study like a crazy monk and do good deeds.However, Dad was still injured.

I don't like my father, but I can't help my father sacrifice himself to save his father.However, my father agreed without hesitation.My dislike for my father disappeared, and my father also loved Daddy.My father has three years, and within three years I will definitely be able to find a way to get rid of my father.

I was running around trying to find a solution, and it took me a long time before the crazy monk told me he had a solution.I was angry and happy, no matter what, there was always a way.It's just that Daddy actually gave Father the Wangqing Pill!How can this work? If Daddy and Father aren't together, I won't be able to become Daddy's child!

The mad monk still has a solution, even if he is often unreliable, I took the antidote of the Wangqing Pill made by the mad monk and secretly added it to my father's wine glass.Then everything will be fine!

Daddy, the sky is big and the earth is big, where are you going to escape?

If I were your child again, coming out of your womb, I would never tell you the bad things I did!

Extra Story (Zhou Shi'an)

The most unfortunate thing in Zhou Shi'an's life was getting involved with Ji Huai.He thought, Ji Huai is the same.

When he was young, his eyes were high above the top, he had great ambitions, and disdained the personal affairs of his children.The so-called heroes come out of troubled times, Zhou Shi'an chooses his master, and follows the emperor to conquer half of the country. That was when he was in high spirits, but he didn't expect that God made a joke with him-he was attacked and kidnapped.Perhaps Zhou Shi'an's literati spirit was too heavy, the enemy thought they had caught the wrong person, and Zhou Shi'an escaped by luck.

He was traded as a slave and moved to a foreign country.He suffered during that time like never before. He didn’t have any rights, he didn’t have enough food and clothing, he couldn’t even sleep well, and he was often bullied. He had tasted the lowest life.He knows martial arts, but it is only superficial, and it is not enough to support him to escape from so many people.So, he chose to hide until the opportunity came, and he ran away while in chaos.

It didn't matter if he ran away, Zhou Shi'an was in tatters, exhausted, and soon collapsed under the icy winter.While the rich wine and meat smell, the road with frozen bone.Zhou Shi'an thought, if someone could save his life, his life would belong to that person.Zhou Shi'an had never had such an idea, nor had he thought about it.When death is near, anything is possible.Because, he didn't want to die, he was still young, and he believed that he would have something to do.

So, when Zhou Shi'an woke up on the soft bed, he was full of gratitude to that benefactor, God would not kill him, he, Zhou Shi'an, came back to life.

"Hey, what's your name?" With a very haughty tone, Zhou Shi'an was startled. He sat up and saw a young man in brocade clothes sitting not far from him. Is this his benefactor?

"You saved me?" Zhou Shi'an's voice was hoarse.

"You haven't answered me yet!" The boy's pretty brows frowned.

"Zhou Shi'an." It took a lot of effort to speak, Zhou Shi'an really wanted to drink water, but judging from the young man's appearance, he probably never thought of bringing him the water on the table.

The young man thought for a while, then nodded, "Okay, Zhou Shi'an, you will be mine from now on."

Such an announcement shocked Zhou Shi'an. He was willing to repay the favor with his life, but he was not someone's property. He had his own ambitions that had yet to be fulfilled.However, he wanted to refute but couldn't say anything, the boy had already left, the open door gushed in the cold wind, Zhou Shi'an licked the corner of his mouth, and bent a helpless arc.

What is your attitude towards your savior?Zhou Shi'an adhered to the principle of patience, he would do whatever Ji Huai asked him to do, and he would not refute what he couldn't do, but he just pretended not to hear.Ji Huai is just a spoiled child, this is Zhou Shi'an's conclusion after a few days.Self-centered, completely disregarding other people's feelings, thinking about it as soon as he thinks it out, thinking about messy things every day to instigate Zhou Shi'an... It's all fun to play tricks on people.

Whether it is tolerable or unbearable, Zhou Shi'an is not a low-key person, but he is grateful to his benefactor and tolerates Ji Huai in every possible way, but Ji Huai's behavior completely treats him like a plaything, without dignity.I can't bear it anymore, I don't need to bear it anymore.

"Hey, I want to eat Jin Kee's ice cream, you go and buy it."

Looking at the smile on Ji Huai's face, Zhou Shi'an knew that he was starting to toss again.It's snowing heavily outside, Jin Kee is far away from the palace, and there is no ice cream at this time of year!He had already been there last time, it was a waste of time, and it was already night when he returned to the palace.

Zhou Shi'an said with a cold face, "Jinji doesn't have ice cream."

Hearing his tone, Ji Huai was not happy, "I want to eat, you let them do it now!"

Zhou Shi'an stood still without saying a word.Ji Huai suddenly stood up and kicked Zhou Shi'an, "You are mine, how dare you resist!" His face was full of anger, this person had never let him go his way, every day he looked down on himself, and it was annoying to watch!

Zhou Shi'an staggered a bit, and stood up again.Ji Huai was weak after all, Zhou Shi'an just felt a little pain in his calf.

"Go out and kneel!" Seeing Zhou Shi'an like this, Ji Huai pointed out the door with his right hand, and there was a vast expanse of whiteness outside.

Zhou Shi'an walked out without saying a word, Ji Huai was so angry that he dropped his cup and kicked the table a few times. "Don't get up without my order!"

Zhou Shi'an knelt down straight, and soon his clothes were soaked in snow water, and the temperature on his legs dropped suddenly.This kind of punishment made Zhou Shi'an feel better, kneeling on the ground, freezing to death was pointless, he didn't want to be played around.

In the end Zhou Shi'an passed out in the snow, Ji Huai asked to be carried back angrily and anxiously.Zhou Shi'an suffered from the cold and lay in bed for half a month.In the past half month, Ji Huai has restrained himself a lot, but Zhou Shi'an is still very angry when he comes here every day. Of course, Zhou Shi'an's ignorance often makes Ji Huai jump his feet in anger.

Zhou Shi'an even thought that the big deal would be death, since there would be no way out for following Ji Huai anyway.Yes, he found that everyone in the palace dotes on Ji Huai very much. How to say this kind of doting is like protecting Ji Huai in a happy and small world all the time, blindly satisfying him. He doesn't need to understand the impermanence of the world. He needs to be contaminated with a trace of dust from the outside world, as long as he is purely happy.Therefore, Ji Huai didn't know anything, he was naive and ignorant, arrogant and unreasonable, just like a piece of glass.

In fact, Zhou Shi'an has always wanted to go home, his country, his home.But it is simply impossible to continue like this.So, he used despicable means.

Does Ji Huai hate Zhou Shi'an?No, he just hates that Zhou Shi'an treats him badly.His world broke into a person, like a gift from heaven to him, but this person has always been cold-faced to him, does not talk to him, and looks like he hates himself and wants to see himself.No one treats him like this, he hates it and can't help but get close to it.Moreover, this person is indeed personable, knowledgeable, and well-written, but it is not good for him.

Ji Huai's entanglement had long been shown on his face, and Zhou Shi'an knew it clearly, and he used his own way to break into Ji Huai's heart.Deliberately sing the opposite tune, deliberately say some big truths, deliberately do some strange things, deliberately show yourself, and even deliberately save Ji Huai.Despicable, yes, Zhou Shi'an is not ashamed, but he has no choice.

It's just that he forgot that if you do too much acting, you won't be able to tell the truth from the fake.The innocent smile, the shy expression, and the arrogant tone all infiltrated into his mind unconsciously.This seems to work fine too.When dreaming back at midnight, lying on the bed with Ji Huai, looking at Ji Huai's slightly red face, Zhou Shi'an thought so.Maybe, he can take Ji Huai home.

However, Ji Huai is pure and Ji Ling is not.Ji Ling had originally opposed him and Ji Huai, and when he found out what he had done and plotted, he gave him the choice to leave Ji Huai and stay in Hehuan Country.There was no third way as he thought.He hesitated for a long time and chose to leave.

He couldn't let go of his country and family at all, and his parents had only one son under their knees.He said to himself, this is good for Ji Huai, as it is against the laws of nature for two men to be together, and since they have no heirs, it is impossible for them to last long.

When he returned to court, the emperor was overjoyed, his parents were overjoyed, but he felt an indescribable sense of emptiness.The emperor pointed out marriage, he couldn't resist the decree, he also wanted to marry a wife and have children, and return to the right path.However, he couldn't do it.Not long, not long, why not long?All he was thinking about was that person, why didn't he last long?It's just an excuse.

No one knew that he and her wife were not husband and wife.His sons and daughters were all adopted by him. On the road to Hehuan Country, he picked up those abandoned lives.How many times has he stopped on that road, not daring to take a step forward, he is afraid that he will never turn back.In his heart, country and family are more important after all.

More than ten years passed in a blink of an eye, and that love was buried at the bottom by time, closest to the heart.Zhou Shi'an received the news from Ji Huai by accident. His words were no longer as naive as they were before, and there were more complaints and hatred, but this made his heart boil.Afterwards, helping Ji Huai to do things, he still seems to be the person who Ji Huai says he does what he can't do and won't refute.He knew that this was what he owed him.

He thought that there would be a long time to come, as long as he had enough patience to make up for it, they would go back one day.

But when Ji Huai fell into his arms, he realized that the time had passed, and it was useless to make up for it. Too much happened during the time he missed.

He begged Shen Jun to save Ji Huai, and he will cherish it from now on.But Ji Huai pushed Shen Jun away and stared at him, "Zhou Shi'an, I hate you, I will never see you again forever..."

He was stunned, not knowing what to do, never to see each other again forever... Is this what he was looking forward to...

Hehe, hehe... Seeing Ji Huai close his eyes, seeing the swaying ground and falling dust, Zhou Shi'an smiled.

Well, hate it, never see you again forever, meeting me is the greatest misfortune in your life.

So, in the next life, even if we meet each other, let us pass by.

The author has something to say:

Seeing that someone finally commented, so I wrote another chapter.

However, because this article has been written intermittently, so let's leave it at that.Anyway, I finally finished it ⊙﹏⊙b sweat