Chapter 58
Chapter 58
Weiyan has been asleep.
Qi Ran waved the nurse behind him, and pushed the wheelchair into the ward by himself.
The white gauze curtain fluttered gently in the breeze, and the man lying on the snow-white mattress in the ward was thin and pale, and Qi Ran realized that Wei Yan was much thinner than when he first met him in this life, and there was no swelling under the blanket How many arcs, the whole person seems to be stuck in the bed, as if it will disappear at any time.
Weiyan is more and more like his previous life, tough, silent, cold, and fragile.
Qi Ran approached softly, his eyes fixed on Wei Yan's face.
He has been sleeping for three days and has not woken up.
After surgery, the bullets in his waist and abdomen have been removed. The doctor said his vital signs have stabilized and he will not die.
As for why he couldn't wake up, the doctor didn't know.
Qi Ran had no choice but to invite Dr. Zheng over.
Dr. Zheng said that Weiyan's mental state was very chaotic at the critical moment of his life. Maybe it was "it" that caused Weiyan to fall into a deep sleep. He might be playing games with "it" in his dream. Everything is unknown.
Others can't help much, and Weiyan will eventually come back from victory on his own.
Qi Ran stayed by Weiyan's bed all the time, except when the nurse pushed him away for treatment when necessary.
Yes, he lied to Weiyan.
He didn't tell him his leg was hurt.
But he regrets it now.
He felt that he should make Weiyan worry about him and make him feel indebted to himself, at least these would turn into cobwebs and inextricably linked, trapping Weiyan in the world.
He understands that whether Weiyan can be sober depends on whether Weiyan still has regrets, obsessions, and things that cannot be let go.
In other words, if Weiyan feels tired and has nothing to worry about, he might not wake up.
Qi Ran knew about Weiyan's situation.
He has no family, no friends, and his only younger brother is a lunatic, a pervert, and a fake. He sees everything very lightly, and even the only truth that he hasn't figured out is clear.
What else in this world is worth yearning for Weiyan?
Pushing the wheelchair, he approached the hospital bed, gently lifted the back of the skinny hand full of pinholes, and pressed it against his cheek.
"Brother, you have been asleep for a long time, can you wake up?"
"I'm so hungry, you promised to cook for me."
"Don't sleep, you used to be good at bed, why are you like this..."
He kept talking to him, but there was no wave on that peaceful sleeping face.
In this way, he babbled on and on all by himself until the evening fell, until the sky was completely darkened.
Until someone knocked on the door and called him out.
Qi Ran met his elder brother Qi Ye.
Under his younger brother's begging, Qi Ye has been helping him hide it from his parents, but after all, Qi Ran is still young, and being involved in this kind of thing, it is impossible for him, the eldest brother, to sit still.
This little brother he didn't know very well seemed to have changed a lot all of a sudden.
The boy was sitting in a wheelchair, with a plaster cast on his left leg, his eye sockets were red and swollen, but his whole face suddenly lost its childishness and became a little gloomy.
Qi Ran changed his personality not because of an accidental injury, but because of Weiyan.
Qi Ye knew this matter very well, and when he heard Qi Ran explain the whole story to him, he couldn't believe it.
If it's just the Zhao family acting behind the scenes, it's not worth bothering. Qi Ye never puts such a person in his eyes, and it's never difficult to bring down the Zhao family.
But that Weilan... is actually hidden so deeply.
After leaving the ward, Qi Ran was very calm. He took a sip of hot tea and said, "What he said must be true. Wei Lan didn't hide it. He thought that Wei Yan would... die."
After saying that word, he breathed a sigh of relief and his eyelashes trembled slightly.
Continued: "He even prepared a gun. This kind of thing is not something that a high school student can get. He has a lot of problems and needs to check his experience."
Qi Ye nodded: "Well, it's just that there is no evidence about him now. I have collected all the problems of the Zhao family here, and these evidences are enough to destroy the Zhao family, but that Weiwei... I have an idea."
"no!"
Qi Ran raised his red eyes: "Brother, I know what you think, but I can't afford to bet."
Qi Ye was silent for a while.
Qi Ran does not allow him to risk Weiyan's safety.
But a businessman has an element of risk in his heart. Which investment and decision can guarantee success?
If you don't take risks and seek stability in everything, you can't do anything.
But he also knows that Qi Ran can take risks by himself, but he will never let Weiyan do that.
"Since Weilan can say those words to Weiyan, it proves that he does not intend to let Weiyan live. He even brought a gun, but now that Weiyan is still alive, Weilan will definitely take the next step. If it is not resolved He will never be safe before he smokes. Xiao Ran, you understand what I mean."
The Qi family's private hospital is very safe, not to mention that Qi Ran has hired many bodyguards to surround the entire hospital, so it stands to reason that no accident is possible.
But Qi Ran was too scared, even the slightest disturbance could make him panic.
He knew it was wrong, but he couldn't help it.
He stays by Weiyan's side during the day, and he doesn't go home at night. He has to stay by Weiyan's side and keep people under his nose, so that he can feel at ease.
Qi Ye doesn't quite understand this kind of feeling, after all he only has an AI girlfriend, but he respects Qi Ran very much.
In the past, Qi Ran was only considered as a child, but this time, he felt that his younger brother had grown up in an instant.
For the first time, he asked him seriously: "Xiao Ran, what do you want to do?"
What does he want to do?
Qi Ran suddenly raised his head and looked at his elder brother, the emotion in his eyes was very strange to Qi Ye, yet familiar.
That was Qi Ye's emotion at the moment when he decided to bring down his competitors for the first time.
Qi Ye is indeed very talented in this line of work, but compared to talent, he can definitely be regarded as ruthless in the circle, so ruthless that there is no room for it, and once he does it, he will not leave any trouble.
Qi Ye was stunned for a moment, then suddenly smiled, his younger brother looked gentle, but actually he had the same blood in his bones.
He needn't be that surprised.
he knows--
Qi Ran wants to kill Wei Lan.
He wants him to die!
The young man stared at the hot tea held in his palm, and his fingers gripped the cup wall very hard. His palm was hot red, his joints turned white, and his eye sockets were even redder, showing infinite fear and infinite gloom.
It was the first time he had such a vicious thought in his heart.
He really wanted to kill Wei Lan, he wanted to be desperate, even if he followed the public order and good customs, even if he had the reputation of a murderer, he still wanted to kill Wei Lan.
But he can't...
He won't let himself fall into doom because of such a scumbag.
In that way, he wouldn't be able to guard Weiyan in the years to come.
The sinister thought was like a demon born from the bottom of his heart, baring his teeth and claws, roaring ragingly, but was suppressed by him calmly.
It was inconvenient for him to say many things to Qi Ye.
But he knows it all.
In that cave, when life and death were uncertain, he was too worried about Weiyan's injury, and the words Weiyan said fell into his ears, but he just listened and didn't react.
And now, he had enough time to think, he understood.
The dreams that Weiyan talked about were all from her previous life, and Qi Ran was both pleasantly surprised and terrified.
It is the fear of the truth, and also the resentment towards the self in the previous life.
Why couldn't he find out sooner?
In his previous life, Weiyan always thought that the Zhao family killed his parents. When he was used by the Zhao family, he made the mistake of staying with Qi Ran and living in the Qi family. He used this relationship to provide convenience for the Zhao family on the surface, but in fact Dig a hole for the Zhao family.
Even dragging Qi Ran to get the certificate overnight, it was because his plan couldn't wait, and he needed to get all the strength in Qi Ran's hand immediately.
Qi Ran knew about it, but he didn't hate him.
Even... still love him.
He has also changed from a simple and silly boy by nature to a person who thinks a lot in his heart.
Otherwise, he would not be able to see this layer clearly.
He thought that the Zhao family should have been dealt with by Weiyan after that.
He remembered those friends who didn't have much contact with him in the past, who had told him those things in secret, telling him about the bankruptcy of the Zhao family and their imprisonment, which also hinted at the difficulty of Weiyan and made him guard against it.
But at that time, he had just been kicked out of the house by Weiyan, and he was very sad, angry, and annoyed, and he didn't think about anything else at all.
He's not stupid, it's just that he has lived in a pure and clean world for too long, so he is not born to think about plots and calculations.
What's more, he loves him so much.
Therefore, he has never figured out why Weiyan drove him away, and why the fire broke out in the villa.
Now, he knows it all.
Weiyan discovered Weilan's problem, and he even guessed the whole story, about the truth about the death of his parents, about his own disease, about everything...
But he has no evidence and can't use the law to solve this matter.
He made a very drastic decision.
Drive away Qi Ran, invite Wei Lan, a monstrous flame, he wants to die with Wei Lan.
Wanting to understand everything, Qi Ran felt blocked in his heart.
The flames still seemed to be reflected in his eyes, he rushed in without thinking, but he couldn't find him...
fine……
Fortunately, he was reborn.
All the irreversible things have not happened yet, and all the fears and unwillingnesses still have a chance to come back.
He raised his eyes and looked at his elder brother, his eyes were as calm as water, and a smile gradually surfaced on his cheeks.
There are endless shades of prey, but also strong love.
Want to destroy, want to protect.
"Brother, I've figured out what to do."
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Weiyan woke up on the seventh night when Qi Ran stayed by his bedside.
He slept for so long that when he opened his eyes, he couldn't even tell the difference between dreams and reality.
But he did make up all the incomplete dreams during these seven days and seven nights.
The dream was so real that it was hard for him to think it was just a dream.
He believed in Qi Ran's nonsense, and believed in Qi Ran's rebirth.
In the dream, someone kept calling his name and talked to him a lot. Although he couldn't hear what he said, he was familiar with Qi Ran's voice, and knew that the stubborn and stubborn boy was very scared and wanted to pull him back. Reality.
So, he came back.
It wasn't until the dizziness in front of his eyes dissipated and his senses recovered that he felt his arms being held firmly.
The boy's side face was pressed against his scarred arm, and he was sleeping soundly beside his bed. The blue and black marks hung under the boy's eyelids. The boy was so exhausted that he stretched himself to the limit before falling asleep.
Weiyan doesn't know how long he slept, but he knows that Qi Ran has been guarding him and chattering in his ear all the time.
There was some pain in his heart.
Very unbearable, very sour, very helpless.
A good young boy, a rich second generation from a wealthy family, a good-looking boy with a good personality, why should he like him?
I like it so much that I want to live and die with him, and accompany him to fall off the cliff as if I want to die.
If there is no accident, they are already two corpses.
He could imagine that even if he died on a cliff, Qi Ran would hug his waist and never let go.
Ugh……
Weiyan couldn't figure it out.
But he has already figured out everything in Qi Ran's desperate self-proof.
Qi Ran really likes him.
It's not lip service, it's not youthful spirit, it's not impulsiveness.
He really... cares about him a lot.
Weiyan couldn't move much yet, but he glanced at his bruised and scarred arm, and saw the handsome face of the boy resting on his arm, which was extremely unsuitable.
He was still very sad.
So, he wanted to pull his arm out, like rolling down a sleeve to cover it.
But woke up the boy who was in a light sleep.
The young man's slender eyelashes trembled slightly, and then he slowly opened his eyes.
It was late at night, and only a small warm yellow night light was turned on in the ward. He watched the arm moving under his eyes, and was about to leave. The instinctive nervousness made him do a very absurd and childish thing.
He hugged the arm that wanted to leave, like a hydrogen balloon that a child couldn't grasp suddenly flew away. He panicked and threw himself on the hospital bed.
then……
He looked at the young man's slightly raised eyelashes, and looked at those eyes that had been closed for several days, but suddenly opened at this moment, like a butterfly flapping its wings, revealing bright black eyes.
Qi Ran was stunned for a long time, his eyes wide open, motionless, only his lips were still slightly open.
Want to say something, but can't say anything.
The man who was still under his body lifted the hand with the remaining needle with difficulty, patted the boy's back, frowned and said, "Get up first, you... are heavy."
The young man's voice is hoarse, very soft and weak.
He has been in a coma for many days and has been relying on nutrient solution to maintain his life. He didn't drink any water, and his throat hurts. After he finished speaking, his brows frowned, and his Adam's apple rolled.
"..."
Qi Ran was so surprised that he didn't understand what Weiyan said at once.
Until Weiyan frowned again and said, "You pressed my wound."
Only then did Qi Ran suddenly prop up his arms, distance himself from Weiyan, then slowly climbed out of the bed in an awkward posture, and sat back on the wheelchair.
This weird movement made Weiyan's eyelids twitch.
Although his throat was dry and sore, he still asked, "What's wrong with you?"
"No...it's fine."
As expected of a pure and pure male college student, he didn't know how to hide in front of his lover. He tried to cover his legs with a blanket, but because his actions were too deliberate, all of them fell into Wei Yan's eyes.
The man's eyes swept up his legs, and there was panic in his eyes, and he was a little uncertain.
"You...what's the matter with you?"
Qi Ran smiled and shook his head: "I'm fine, that... you, wait, I'll call the doctor right away, are you feeling uncomfortable?"
As he spoke, the boy stretched his waist in an awkward posture, struggling to reach the calling bell at the head of the bed, without standing up the whole time.
Weiyan frowned even tighter.
"Your legs...you..."
He remembered that when he was in the cave, Qi Ran limped when he walked to his side.
"Your leg!"
Weiyan panicked, this emotion had never appeared on his face since his parents passed away, he ignored the fatigue and pain in his body, suddenly propped up his upper body, and lifted Qi Ran's cloth covering his legs. blanket.
Qi Ran was stunned for a moment, bowing his head in shame like a middle school student who was afraid of being reprimanded by the dean.
"I haven't been amputated. I haven't reached that level. It's not like I can't stand up anymore. Don't be afraid, you...don't teach me, don't be angry, anger is not good for the wound."
At this time, he is still concerned about Weiyan's emotions.
Weiyan didn't know what to say for a while.
He kept staring at the boy's legs wrapped in plaster and steel bars, and his pair of Ruifeng eyes gradually turned red.
Until the doctor came to check, left after finishing work, and closed the door of the ward, Weiyan didn't say a word, just stared at Qi Ran's legs.
It was supposed to be a vigorous age, it was supposed to be full of youth, it was supposed to be spinning and jumping on the basketball court, it was supposed to meet with peers and enter the classroom together.
At this moment, he was sitting in a wheelchair because of him.
A boy who is 1.8 meters tall and tall, sitting in a wheelchair, looks really unsuitable... very uncomfortable.
Weiyan's mood was too complicated, so he didn't say a word.
Qi Ran couldn't bear the atmosphere at first, he said, "Do you want some water?"
Weiyan shook her head.
"Then... would you like something to eat? Are you hungry? I'll ask someone to give you..."
"Qi Ran." Wei Yan interrupted him.
The eye sockets were still red, but very cold, as if trying to understand something.
A hoarse and slow voice sounded in the empty and silent ward.
"What has happened, I can't go back and say anything, but you know, I don't want to see you like this...you shouldn't..."
Before he finished speaking, the boy suddenly leaned over and blocked his lips.
There was no deep kiss, just sticking to his lips, preventing him from continuing to speak.
Qi Ran was very awkward in this position, he could only stand on his healthy leg to support his weight, and then propped his arms on Weiyan's side, looking at him close at hand.
Fingers gently stroked Wei Yan's forehead hair, and her dark jewel-like pupils burned directly into Wei Yan's eyes.
Stare at him affectionately.
is affectionate...
He was right.
Weiyan wanted to turn away, but the young man pinched his jaw gently.
Breathing tangled.
"Weiyan, don't run away from me, don't hide from me, look at you, even if you run away from me and take risks secretly, you will still be discovered by me, right?"
"..."
"So Please don't avoid me anymore. You don't know. If something happens to you, I will go crazy."
"Qi Ran."
"Shh."
The young man put his finger on his lips: "Don't say anything harsh, and don't think about driving me away again. I've been fooled by you once and I missed it once. I won't be so stupid this time."
They all know which time Qi Ran said "that time".
One came back from rebirth, and the other glimpsed in a dream.
The two of them don't need to communicate, to verify that matter, they know each other clearly.
The boy's cheek was buried in Wei Yan's neck, and his voice was muffled.
Weiyan knew that this time he didn't cry, he was already trying very hard to restrain himself.
"Unsmoke..."
"Smoke smoke..."
"elder brother……"
"Don't reject me anymore, I know you like me too, right? It's written in your eyes that you like me, don't run away anymore, even if you want to run away, I can't let go..."
Sentence after sentence, the sincere and enthusiastic confession from the young man is like a firework lit in the dark night, warming Weiyan's heart and illuminating the brother's love hidden in the dark.
Obviously the atmosphere is very good, Qi Ran looked into Wei Yan's eyes, seeing that the other party didn't respond, he was anxious in the bottom of his heart, suddenly his brain twitched, and he gritted his teeth and said: "If you dare to run away, I will break your wings and break your legs , Trapped you, locked you, let you stay by my side forever! If you dare to escape, I will chase you, even if you have wings, it will be difficult to fly!"
"..."
The good atmosphere was completely ruined by the male college student with the second illness.
Weiyan suddenly smiled, he had a pretty smile, with gentle brows and eye tails, and a little light red.
The young man's sickly pale cheeks were filled with life, then he slightly raised his eyelashes, looked at Qi Ran, and whispered his name.
"Qi Ran..."
Weiyan didn't say anything, he just read the other person's name, his throat hurt so badly, and his voice was hoarse.
He leaned forward and kissed the passionate, longing boy.
In fact, before going to Longgu Mountain, Weiyan knew her heart from the initiative to kiss at the moment of parting.
He took the initiative to kiss the frightened and frightened boy in front of him.
Just like the farewell kiss when he left him.
The elder brother kissed him proactively, which was too exciting for Qi Ran.
He was hooked and seduced, so he clung to his brother, deepening this warm and lingering tenderness.
Gentle and crazy, restrained and dry.
If something can be done, he feels that his leg will not affect his performance, but Weiyan's injury is serious and he will have to wait a long time to heal.
he can not……
There is desire in love, and love in desire, but there is also restraint and forbearance.
It was Qi Ran who took the initiative to let go of the kiss until he became short of breath. His eye sockets were burning red, but he only stared at Wei Yan's moist lips for a few times, then restrainedly looked away, and licked his own lips.
The boy's unbearable appearance was cute and pitiful.
Weiyan still feels that he is not gay, and he will not like other men, but he does not feel awkward when he accepts Qi Ran.
Being kissed so passionately by the boy and being confessed over and over again made him confirm again and again that he was needed, loved and cared about.
He, too, in this intense emotion, realizes;
——In his broken life, he thought that there would be no more worries. After clarifying the unfinished secret, he lost his last relative.
But now, Qi Ran is covered in bruises, and he wants to squeeze into his heart and tell him: he loves him, he needs him, and he can't stand his leaving.
The huge door was squeezed open by the boy, and the boy walked in against the light and hugged him.
His ruined city began to sprout.
Withered vines sprouted branches, and the wasteland gave birth to greenery.
Qi Ran brought vitality.
But in the still desolate city, there still lived a nightmare-like evil beast.
It is watching in the dark, and in the embrace of young people, it opens its huge mouth and exposes its fangs.
On the fourth night of Weiyan's sobriety, he disappeared into the ward.
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