Chapter 49
Chapter 49
His body was a little vacant, and everything in front of him was hazy.
Bai Jing stood blankly, his whole body seemed to be submerged in water, cold and wet.
The feeling of the body floating in the air became more and more severe, the grayness in front of my eyes spread out little by little, the light was very dazzling, and the moment it was irradiated, there was a heart-piercing pain.
But soon, the light softened again, surrounding him with some sadness.
Mu Feng sat in front of him, motionless, like a sculpture.
Bai Jing stretched out his hand subconsciously, only to find that his fingers had penetrated him.
His eyes widened in shock, and he tried to open his mouth to call him.
But there is no sound.
Bai Jing stood in a daze, following Mu Feng's cheeks, his gaze moved down inch by inch, the man's clothes were all crumpled, his chin was covered with sloppy stubble, he still didn't move or blink , looking straight ahead, the corners of his eyes were red like blood.
He held one hand in the palm of both hands, and only that hand was moving, trembling slightly, with blue and white nails.
There was a pale and skinny man lying on the hospital bed, Bai Jing stared blankly at his face, then raised his hand to touch his own face blankly.
Unable to touch it, it ridiculously penetrates again.
He stared wide-eyed, looked at the various pipes hanging all over the man's body, and understood in a daze.
Is this... dead?
On the ECG monitor at the side, there are still weak fluctuations, very small, but still moving.
Bai Jing floated in front of the man and found that he was still breathing. He was wearing an oxygen mask, but he was still breathing.
He blinked his eyes, tried to overlap with that body, feeling uncomfortable, he finally sank down, but the body still didn't respond, and within a few seconds, he was ejected again.
He stared blankly at the feeble living body with his eyes open, and his dull eyes slowly turned to the man who was still unresponsive like a stone. After a long time, he floated to the man's side in silence, and stretched out his hand to gently cover the man. on the back of the hand.
Finally, the man moved his lips and muttered something in a hoarse voice.
"Jingyi."
Bai Jing trembled slightly, even though he didn't have a heart, his chest still hurt a little.
"Jingyi, if you're in pain, let's go."
The man finally moved, raised his hand, brought his skinny fingers to his lips and kissed her.
"I'll be with you, I won't leave you alone."
Bai Jing's eyes widened suddenly, a little flustered.
"You idiot, you actually asked me what I like about you." The man smiled, gently stroking the small wound on the other's palm with his fingers.
"If you have to say it, I like the way you smile."
"At that time you were in the garden, teaching a guard how to use a gun. I thought at that time, the prince of this country is so interesting, he would condescend to teach a little guard how to use a gun," the man paused for a long time, As if thinking of something interesting, he smiled again, "It's a pity that the guard is too stupid. You taught him over and over again, but he still couldn't learn. I thought you would be angry. If it was me, I would definitely be angry. Say Maybe he will be given a [-]-year-old board to make him reflect on himself."
"But...you didn't."
"You still teach him patiently. If he has made some progress, you encourage him. You must not have seen me. I was in a pavilion far away, watching you demonstrate for him again and again, and finally seemed interested High, you gave him a full set of marksmanship."
"The fallen flowers are colorful, and the people are like a rainbow. I have never seen anyone like you, a royal family, who wears armor every day, without brocade and satin, but wears an iron suit so heroically and gracefully. You were laughing all the time, very happy Looking happy, I thought, if one day you could smile at me like this, it would be great."
"But, I never made you really smile, not even once."
Mu Feng lowered his head, stretched out his hand to stroke the man's long bangs, was silent for a while, and then murmured, "I obviously wanted you to keep smiling, but it only made you suffer again and again. .”
"But you are still willing to avenge me, my life is so bad, you are still willing to guard me."
"Fortunately, God has treated me well, and everything can start again. In this life, I finally made you smile. There is no burden, no tears, only a smile. It is the same as when I first saw you. You are gentle and beautiful. I I've always liked you like this."
"He is heroic on the battlefield, and warm as jade inside the palace walls. This is my General Akabane. How can I not love him?" Mu Feng stood up, bent down, and lightly touched the pale and chapped lips of the man opposite him. Then he opened his eyes and looked at him, and smiled softly, "It doesn't matter if you just sleep like this, Jingyi, you are alive, I will make you happy for the rest of your life. You are alone, and I will always be by your side."
The sunlight outside the window gradually faded, and the room slowly darkened again. Bai Jing kept looking at him like this, looking at the gentle smile on the man's mouth, and at the end, he felt as if something in his chest was about to shatter.
The sun rose and set in the east, passing day by day, Bai Jing felt that his body was getting lighter and more transparent, gradually unable to maintain his human form, and he seemed to be slowly turning into a ball of empty white air.Finally, the wavy line that was struggling to maintain ridiculously turned into a straight line after the last whine.
Completely unable to stand anymore, he saw his body being hurriedly pushed into the operating room, bouncing weakly under the electric shock, the man beside him who was watching silently like him finally moved, did not look in, but Turned around and left step by step.
Bai Jing felt that she was being led away by him, as if she couldn't stay a few steps away from him, so she could only follow him away.
The man walked towards the stairs, walking steadily and slowly, his expression didn't change at all, his black eyes were still as calm as usual.
But he walked step by step, finally reached the top floor, and pushed open the heavy iron door.
On the rooftop, there was a cool breeze, Mu Feng walked to the edge of the tall building, looked at the world of ants-like traffic under his feet, and smiled with the corners of his mouth curled up.
Bai Jing looked at him in horror.
He wanted to grab him, to hug him, to grab his hand and drag him back.
But there was nothing he could do.
He was frantically heartbroken and terrified, but he could only watch this person go crazy.
don't want……
Feng, don't do this...
I tried my best to save you, not for such a result.
I fought my way to the end to keep you alive.
You don't need to worry about me anymore, you don't need to feel guilty anymore, as long as you live, it doesn't matter if you love me or not, I don't want to see you die again.
Feng, Mu Feng, can you hear me?
Come back, come back quickly, don't scare me...
In an instant, his body vibrated violently, burned, and grew rapidly as if his whole body was being torn apart. He didn't care that he had a human shape again, and he didn't care that the cloud of white gas on his body was steaming and hot. He looked at the bent man in panic. He ran over, but the moment he was about to be pulled towards him, his eyes suddenly darkened, and a sharp stabbing pain hit his whole body.His body seemed to be rolled by an electric current, he didn't care about the pain, he just wanted to run over again, in the end Mu Feng's footsteps in his sight made him collapse in panic, he wanted to grab him, pull him back, but his body seemed to suddenly She was tied up, unable to move, and in great pain.
In the depths of his last consciousness, he suddenly saw a dream that he had forgotten for a long time. In the dream, Mu Feng dissipated piece by piece, from his limbs to his chest, shattered inch by inch, but the man still smiled, and printed the last word on his lips. Kiss, whispering in his ear with a smile.
"I will try my best not to forget you, find you first in my next life, and then love and love you well."
The severe pain suddenly became numb, and his eyes were spinning. At that moment, he couldn't see anything clearly, couldn't hear anything, and couldn't think of anything. The only thing left in him was one thought, which was like a spike Shocking every inch of his nerves, he desperately struggled to catch a momentary breath, and there was only this hot obsession left in his stiff heart.
He is back.
He came back to me.
I want to go back, I can't die.
Absolutely not to die.
He came back to me.
Go back, I want to go back.
I want to go back to him!
"There is a heartbeat!!"
"Quick! Work harder!"
"Great! Breathe!"
His ears became hazy again, and amidst the noise, he caught the sound of a person crying heavily. Although he was crying, he finally felt at ease.
You fool, if you really jumped, I would beat you up for being a ghost...
He didn't know how long he had slept for. Little by little, his body no longer hurt, his mind no longer dizzy, and his breathing became steady. When he could even smell the fragrance of flowers in the air, he finally opened his eyes tiredly. eyes.
What catches the eye is still the man's thin and slovenly face.
The man fell asleep, sitting up and sleeping, with his whole body hanging on the chair, stumbling around.
Mu Feng was so thin that only his skeleton was left. When he thought of how round this person was in a ball at first, he couldn't help but twitched the corner of his mouth.
The person in front of him suddenly opened his eyes, and when his eyes met, he smiled at him again, and said the words that had been pressed in his heart for a long time in a soft, difficult, and gentle voice.
"Feng, I'm back."
A layer of water mist gushed out of the man's shocked eyes. Looking at Mu Feng like this, the heat in his heart gradually filled his limbs, and his whole body warmed up.
The fingers lightly rubbed against the palm that was wrapped around him, then they were lifted up, and firmly pressed into the palm of the man.
*****
The news of Bai Jing's waking up exploded on the Internet. Fans flocked to the downstairs of the hospital like a tide, but they didn't dare to shout loudly, for fear of delaying the idol's recovery. However, no matter how the staff drove them away, there were still a batch of fans every day. Another group of people were nailed to the door of the hospital, and they couldn't be driven away. The hospital had no choice but to let them go. Anyway, these people didn't make trouble, they just couldn't bear to leave.
In the seven or eight months since "Dead Space" was finished, the second part has already been screened. The performances of Bai Jing and Han Qing made the ratings of this show break the inhuman record set by the first part again. At the same time, the record of TV broadcasting and internet broadcasting has been increased to a terrifying number. Bai Jing's acting skills have been improved obviously and rapidly in this drama, and no one uses the word acting to make things difficult for him. There is a lot of room for improvement, but at least the words vase and idol have nothing to do with him.
Everyone is looking forward to seeing how he will be discharged from the hospital. After all, the popular star has encountered so many bloody and brutal things. He has been admitted to the hospital four times in the three years since his debut. No one is more unlucky than him. Although the official issued some white The photos in the mirror are recovering, but the fans are still worried, and they have to see them in person before they are willing to give up.
So on the day of discharge, the downstairs of the hospital can be described as a sea of people, but what surprised and moved Tianyu officials was that no one was crowded, and they all consciously gave way to a lane, and it was orderly under the management of the staff. Standing on both sides of the driveway, even though he couldn't help screaming when he saw the hospital door open, he still waved and shouted in place.
Bai Jing was still wearing the same simple white shirt and slacks as usual. He was carried out by Mu Feng. He walked to the door of the car. He seemed to have said something to Mu Feng. The man was very reluctant, but he still let him go. After coming down, Bai Jing turned around and looked in the direction of the fans, holding Mu Feng with one hand, and waving at them with the other, the fans immediately shouted with tears in their eyes, God knows they saw that Bai Jing was safe and sound, they were so excited to go to heaven My son, seeing the idol so thin and pale now, really hurts my heart to death.
But it's okay, after all, he's still standing upright, and he's still alive.
That day, the Internet became lively again, and Bai Jing was completely popular now, almost on an equal footing with Han Qingping, but because he hadn't won any awards, he still couldn't stand shoulder to shoulder with superstars like Xue Qian.
So the most anxious thing at the moment is naturally Mu Tongxie.
"The 'Fei Tian Award' is about to start, and you have been nominated for Shidi!" Mu Feng happily rolled on the sofa with a white mirror in his arms, and said with a smile, "You are the youngest nominee for Shidi in history, less than 25 years old You can be shortlisted, no matter what the result is, it is already very awesome!"
Mu Feng didn't dare to press him down, put his arms on him, and kissed his forehead, "I'll find a relationship and get you this award!"
Bai Jing smiled, put his arms around his neck, raised his head and kissed the tip of his nose lightly.
"Nominations are hard to come by, let's just let nature take its course." Seeing that Mu Feng was going to retort, Bai Jing raised his hand and stroked his hair, and said softly, "The others are all seniors. I won this award. Others They will have ideas for Tianyu."
"If there is one, I will take care of him!" Mu Feng snorted nonchalantly, sat up and pulled Bai Jing up, "You are short of these awards now, I have to get them for you quickly, how many can I get?" indivual."
Bai Jing tilted his head and leaned on his shoulder, stretched out his hand to grab his hand, and played with his fingers, "It's not like you just play for one ticket and quit, what's the rush."
Mu Feng's joy froze for a moment, and he frowned slightly.
No hurries.
This is what Bai Jing said the most after waking up.
Mu Feng found it very strange that Bai Jing felt a little different to him recently. Compared with before, he was much calmer and calmer, neither arrogant nor impatient. Compared with him, he looked like a child.
What's more obvious is that this person has become very good.
Very, very quiet, very, very obedient, very, very...attached to myself.
In the past, when Mu Feng played a hooligan too much, Bai Jing would still refuse, and sometimes he would pretend to be angry, ignore him, and be a little arrogant, but now, no matter how much he kisses, touches, or is in heat, the other party always smiles Accept it and let him do whatever he wants, as if pampering him and pampering him, so that Mu Feng doesn't dare to be ashamed.
But Bai Jing's body hasn't healed yet, he just couldn't help touching it, he didn't dare to take it seriously, but once he was suffocated, Bai Jing hesitated, even pulled his pants and bent down to hold him His second brother, this behavior made Mu Feng immediately fall into Sparta. He did coax Bai Jing to do it for him before. Once, it made him feel uncomfortable for a long time. Mu Feng himself was so distressed that he died, and he never let him do this kind of thing again.
But the person in front of him bowed his head and licked him carefully without any warning. He was surprised, but he was so comfortable that he forgot to think too much, and he came back to his senses after venting, and hurriedly reached out to wipe his face. Bai Jing didn't care much about the children and grandchildren on the bed. He took the paper on the side and wiped it clean, and lay down in his arms without any embarrassment or awkwardness. Mu Feng hugged him anxiously all night, and finally fell asleep. When I woke up, I put the matter behind me again, and didn't think about it any more.
But at this moment, he felt a little strange again.
"Uh, Xiaobai..." Mu Feng's voice trembled a little.
Bai Jing hummed, still playing with his fingers.
"Uh... you, you recently...cough," Mu Feng cleared his throat, and looked at him cautiously, "how have you been lately... just, I think, you've been listening to me lately..."
Bai Jing smiled and looked at him sideways, "Isn't it good to be obedient?"
"No, no, it's not that bad..." Mu Feng scratched his head, not knowing what to say, "That's right...it's kind of weird..."
Bai Jing looked at him for a while, grabbed his finger and pinched it, then laughed again, "I've been around the gate of hell, and now I just miss you, what's so strange?"
"Uh..." The more I said it, the weirder it became. Bai Jing was not so quick to talk about love in the past...
Seeing that Mu Feng was a little numb, Bai Jing stretched out his hand and pinched the bridge of the other's tall nose, and said with a smile, "Are you a masochist? Wouldn't it be nice to treat you better?"
"..." Mu Feng scratched his head again, forget it, maybe as he said, after experiencing life and death, people will be more open-minded?
Mu Feng couldn't figure it out and didn't bother to think about it anymore. He continued the topic just now, "The matter of the Feitian Award..."
"Let's go with the flow, I also want to see how far my current level is."
Seeing that he didn't seem to be joking, Mu Feng could only sigh, "Okay, you're not in a hurry, so I won't meddle in it."
Bai Jing smiled, looked up at his watch, and said, "Ninth brother has urged you several times, go to the company and have a look."
"No, I don't trust you alone."
Bai Jing coaxed him again, "Qin Xiao is dead, no one will harm me anymore, go quickly, I'm fine by myself."
Mu Feng suddenly lowered his eyes, and snorted coldly, "That bastard has injured you repeatedly, if he hadn't been blown to ashes, I would have killed him too!"
Bai Jing stroked the hair on his head comfortingly, touched his gloomy eyes, and coaxed, "When I decided to be with you, brother Jiu reminded me that I would be in danger, and I am the one who will accompany you Yes, don't blame yourself."
"I... I'm not blaming myself, I'm scolding those bastards!"
Bai Jing smiled and tugged at his face, "Of course not the best."
Mu Feng blushed from his laughter, this man suddenly became so tender and tender, which made him a little bit shy, he bit his lip and squeezed it, and muttered, "Do you treat me like a child? "
Bai Jing's narrowed eyes bent, raised his head and kissed him, "You look like this, don't you?"
Mu Feng puffed out his cheeks and snorted, and decided to establish a tall and mighty image, "I'm just like this in front of you. You wait for me to go back to the company and walk sideways. If I yell at them, they will all have to pinch their tails!"
"Yes, yes, Mr. Mu is the best."
Mu Feng slumped his shoulders in frustration, picked up one side of the clothes and put them on, still looking at him worriedly, "Then I'll be right back, take care of yourself, call me if you have anything to do."
Bai Jing took his hand and stood up, nodded and sent him to the door, and slowly closed the door when he was far away and out of sight.
The room became quiet, Bai Jing stood at the entrance for a while, then bent down to arrange a few pairs of shoes under his feet, and entered the room to tidy up the room.
This is his and Mu Feng's home.
It will be his and Mu Feng's home in the future.
Thinking of this, Bai Jing couldn't help but smiled again, then walked to Mu Feng's study and began to tidy up his messy bookcase.
He didn't intend to tell Mu Feng that he remembered everything. During this period of getting along, he found that Mu Feng hated and regretted the past experience. If he knew that he was also reborn, he would be cautious from now on and never have the present. So freewheeling.
He actually prefers the current Mu Feng, who is a bit rascal, a bit impatient, a bit domineering, and a bit thick-skinned.
This is very good, there is no need to make him panic, he remembers those things, and he also remembers, since this life is a new life, why not write everything off and be with him for the rest of his life, that would be great.
He likes his smile, just show him more smiles in the future.
But those are no longer to deal with him, but every time I see that person, I can't help but want to smile at him.
This is already good.
As soon as the house was cleaned, Mu Feng came back and ran into the house happily in the air conditioner. Bai Jing had put hot water for him, took his clothes, and patted the snowflakes on his head, "Is it cold?" Cold? Go take a shower."
Mu Feng didn't dare to hug him, he was very cold, and Bai Jing's health was still not good, so he couldn't be frozen.He obediently went to the bathroom with joy, and returned to the living room after his body was warmed up. He picked him up and walked around the place, and said with a smile, "I picked up a good book for you~"
"Huh?" Bai Jing was a little dazed by him, and replied in a daze.
Mu Feng smiled and walked around twice, and carried the dizzy Bai Jing to the bed. The two of them leaned against the head of the bed, covered with a quilt, and looked at the book in his hand head to head.
"It's another big IP. Zhuo Meng has seized the copyright for ten years, and suddenly decided to sell us."
When Bai Jing heard Zhuo Meng, he was stunned.
Every reader likes a lot of novels, but there are only one or two true love authors in his heart, and Zhuo Meng is the love of Bai Jing in his two lives. The word "mou" in civilization has been written to the point that no one has ever seen it before, and there will be no one to come after it. Reading his book is very brain-inducing, but it is also surprising, but this old man has only one problem. He is holding on to all his published works. Let go, that is, not to give any company the right to adapt film and television. According to him, the current adaptations are too bad. Heart.
So speaking from the experience of his previous life, Bai Jing has never seen a book by Zhuo Meng made into a film and television work, so he was really surprised to hear the news. Why did this old man suddenly become enlightened?
Mu Feng obviously saw his doubts, he laughed and said, "Thanks to "Dead Space", the old man is also a fan of Fang Qi. After reading the original work, "Dead Space" was very popular, so I just watched two episodes casually." , As a result, I watched it, and the first and second episodes fell, and became a loyal fan of our Tianyu." Mu Feng was very proud, and gave Bai Jing a thumbs up, "He really likes your Rongzhi and Han Qing's Fourteenth Lin said that if you two acted and Tianyu's team produced it, he would agree to sell the rights."
As soon as Bai Jing heard the book asking him to play Zhuo Meng, he couldn't hold back immediately, God knows he has been a fan of Zhuo Meng for two lifetimes.
"Which book?" He thought for a while, and made a safe guess, ""Lu Huakou"? His famous work?"
Mu Feng puffed out his stomach habitually, and shook his head with a small smile.
"Langya State? The key to his transformation?"
Mu Feng still shook his head with shining eyes.
Bai Jing was stunned, and asked in disbelief, "Don't tell me...it's his masterpiece..."
"That's right!" Mu Feng took the white mirror with his big hand, poked him on the face, and said excitedly, "Mr. Zhuo has courage. If he sells you, he will sell the most awesome one. I also want to take a picture first. "Lu Hua Kou" has accumulated a lot of word of mouth. If Mr. Zhuo is satisfied, he will sign his other more important books. As a result, the old man simply moved out "Bingdi Jiangshan", saying that if he wants to shoot, he will shoot the best one. Don’t even think about the other things if you smash it, and hand over everything else to Tianyu after the filming, I really convinced him.”
Bai Jing opened his mouth in a daze, took a deep breath and asked, "He... who did he ask me to play?"
"Which do you guess?"
Thinking about the plot of "Jiangdi Jiangshan", Bai Jing hesitated.
Strictly speaking, this book has three protagonists, just like Master Jin Yong's "Dragon and Babu", the three main lines of Xiao Feng, Duan Yu, and Xu Zhu advance side by side, and this book is also the same. "Bingdi Jiangshan" is Zhuomeng's only fictional historical and political work, and it is because of its uniqueness that it is the most famous. The story tells that the monarchs of the three countries fought and killed each other in order to unify China. There are lobbyists who fight against Confucianism, soldiers who are strong and strong, and kings who point out the country. All the majestic meanings inside and outside the court are vividly portrayed in the book. It is also because of this wonderful book that Zhuo Meng has established a history book. The world's leading position, in addition to being a bit of an axis, his own literary attainments have reached the point where people can admire them.
So it's really hard for him to guess who the three protagonists will play.One is His Royal Highness the Crown Prince who went smoothly from childhood to adulthood, and there was no twists and turns in the process of ascension to the throne, so his personality is gentle, and he is upright, which is rare in the royal family.The other is the unfavored prince, who was framed by the queen and forced to marry a man. Unexpectedly, this wife was brave and resourceful. She not only helped him consolidate his own power, but also framed other princes everywhere to protect him after many difficulties. Ascended to the throne, the only thing that made him dissatisfied with his wife was that he was thinking of ways to oppress him all day long, and completely forgot about the principle of husband and wife, so this emperor was a bit irritable, often duplicity, see The daughter-in-law took a detour, blowing hair from time to time.
The last one is the most important and the most miserable of the three protagonists. His mother was a palace maid, who gave birth to him secretly, with no name or distinction, and was bullied every day as a handyman in the harem. Old and new grudges piled up, and he decided to kill all the concubines who had been bullying his mother and son, but after he learned his true identity by accident, he changed his strategy and decided to marry the concubines' sons. They competed for the throne, and since then they have endured humiliation and intrigue, and their personalities have become more and more dark and vicious. After 20 years, they finally overthrew all those who stood in their way and ascended the throne of emperor.
After these three emperors had their own civil servants and military generals, they began to fight openly and secretly between countries. During the battle, the three gradually changed from hostility to sympathy, sworn to become three brothers, and vowed that no matter who will unify the country in the end , the three were also brothers all their lives. In the end, the emperor who came out of the court lady defeated the other two and unified China, but did not kill these two opponents. He also treated the people of these two countries well and allowed the citizens to intermarry. In the end, Greater China was truly unified, and the relationship between the three brothers has never been shaken throughout their lives.
Bai Jing thought about these plots, looked up and saw Mu Feng's very happy expression, and tentatively guessed, "Murong Qi?"
Mu Feng laughed and shook his shoulders, "My Xiaobai is smart~"
Bai Jing didn't expect to guess correctly, and after guessing correctly, his entire chest became hot.
Murong Qi, that gloomy and venomous emperor, is also the protagonist with the most roles among the three protagonists. He should have thought that Mu Feng was so happy that he won the best role for him. If he wakes up Before, he might be apprehensive and worried, fearing that he would not be able to act out Murong Qi's cruel and merciless character, but now, everything is different.
He has woken up, with his memories, and with the strength that he had been in this circle for 20 years in his previous life.
The current self has only expectations and eagerness for such a complex and profound role. He believes that he has the ability to portray Murong Qi to a perfect level.
He looked at the luster in Mu Feng's eyes, and thought that this man was so happy for himself, and his heart suddenly became warmer. He raised his head and kissed Mu Feng's lips that were still chattering excitedly. The man in front of him suddenly For a moment, a little silly, Bai Jing smiled, hugged his neck, raised her head and kissed him again.
"Feng, thank you."
Mu Feng swallowed, and laughed foolishly.
"Fool, thanks for the furball~"
The author has something to say: The candy you want is here ⊙▽⊙
It's only in the next chapter that Mu Dai will realize that someone has remembered it, so please forgive this stupid teaser...
Favorability of Mu Fat: ★★★★★★★ (favorability is basically finalized)
Xiaobai's star value: ★★★★★★☆ ("Dead Space" was a big success + nominated by Shidi + all kinds of black materials are corrected, it is about to succeed!)
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