Rise of Rebirth, Weak

Chapter 72

Yao Lie seemed to be thrown from a height of [-] meters, falling and falling indefinitely, facing the crisis of falling to death at any time, surrounded by the fear of death, but suddenly he was picked up from midair again.

The feeling of surviving after a catastrophe, the ecstasy that merged in that moment made his body tremble uncontrollably. He has experienced dangerous missions, big and small, even when he was really facing death, he didn't feel this way.

Yao Lie felt that feelings were really a tormenting emotion, but he was willing to bear this kind of torture.

Ten years ago, he never thought that he would have such intense emotions. He scoffed at love. He was playing with Lu Minzhi at the beginning, but for some reason, he became serious after playing with it.

The five years of separation not only did not weaken this relationship, but made it more intense because of the persistence of not getting what you want.

He wouldn't die without Lu Minzhi, but he would live worse than death.

Lu Yan was still too young to be uncertain. Seeing Yao Lie in a daze, she didn't want to play with him anymore. She jumped off the sofa and got next to Lingsha, looking at her curiously.

Lu Yan's eyes rolled around him nicely, his appearance was innocent and cute, and his voice was so soft that he wanted to be hugged and rubbed vigorously: "Are you a boy or a girl?"

Lingsha is different from other girls. Although she is very beautiful, she doesn't like to dress up. She also dresses in black, white and gray. She never wears skirts. She has a spirit that other people don't have. Look a little rigid.

A four-year-old's discrimination of gender still lies in the fact that "boys wear trousers and girls wear skirts", so they are really confused when they see Lingsha.

The corner of Lingsha's mouth twitched. Although she did not act feminine in the slightest, and she had almost blurred the boundaries of gender, she was still a girl after all, especially when asked by such an innocent child, she felt a little embarrassed.

Lu Yan looked at one or two of them silently, feeling bored, not passive at all when looking at the snacks on the coffee table, a little unhappy, pouted, picked up a plate of chocolate truffles, and held it high in front of Lingsha : "Eat it, it's delicious."

Lingsha looked at the sparkling eyes looking forward to the child's round and tender face, her hands and feet were stiff, the child looked so soft, it looked as if it would break if touched.

Lingsha couldn't help but raised her hand to poke Lu Yan's white and tender cheeks, then picked up a piece and stuffed it into her mouth, nodding slightly: "Thank you, it's delicious!"

Lingsha's hands can easily break a grown man's neck. It's a bit frightening to touch such a soft thing for the first time, but it feels really good!

She couldn't help poking her again, the little chubby girl was happy, she knew that other people liked her so she would do these intimate gestures to herself, this is a way of showing friendliness.

"Try this. The shortbread is delicious too. It's salty. Mrs. Jacqueline made it herself. And this..."

The little chubby girl kept promoting her favorite snacks, and then showed off her toys and creations to Lingsha... Then, Lingsha saw a foot-long, dusty, A mouse puppet with a big hole in its butt, exposing white cotton wool.

Lingsha took out the broken mouse and asked strangely, "Is this also your treasure?"

The little girl suddenly widened her eyes, and said in surprise, "Huh? Why is Jimmy's tail missing again?" The little girl wrinkled her small face, looking distressed, "My mother sewed this for me, it's my last I like it!" The child looked frustrated, "Didn't I sew his tail up last time?"

The corner of Lingsha's mouth twitched, a four-year-old doll, no matter how much she thought about it, she couldn't imagine her sewing.

Lingsha coaxed the child for the first time, her expression was a little stiff: "Can you find a needle and thread? I can sew it for you."

"Yes." The little guy ran to find the sewing box, and said, "I have to find Jimmy's tail first!"

The little chubby girl twisted her chubby body and poked around among the toys for a long time: "Why not?"

Ling Sha's eyes were sharp, and she reached out to find a long gray object from the bottom of the toy box: "I found it."

Ling Yarn is very good at needlework. She was thin and small when she was a child, and she suffered a lot from training with a group of boys. Even the coaches looked down on her. She did all the dirty work until she became stronger than all.

Therefore, although she is not feminine at all, she does not miss anything that a woman should know, and she does it better than everyone else.

Lu Yan watched Lingsha threading the needle and threading the doll to perfection, which was better than her mother's. She unabashedly admired in her big eyes: "You are so amazing!" Then she said something divine. "I see, you must be a woman, only women are so good at sewing!"

"..."

"mom!"

Xiao Yao received a warm kiss from his daughter every day when he came home, and today was no exception, but when she saw the two people on the sofa, her joy disappeared immediately.

Xiao Yao looked at Yao Lie with an ugly face: "What are you doing here?"

She knew that since Yao Lie could find this place, he must have recovered his memory.

Xiao Yao has been brooding over the suffering Lu Minzhi suffered four years ago. In fact, she knows in her heart that Yao Lie who lost his memory is quite innocent, but who made him lose his memory?Moreover, it was the Yao family that caused the deepest harm to Lu Minzhi, and everything was caused by Yao Lie.

Lu Minzhi has a special meaning to Xiao Yao. When she was in the most difficult time, it was the man who was five years younger than him who held up the sky for her and built a warm nest for her, and she witnessed Lu Minzhi's most difficult time. In the most painful and desperate moment, but he couldn't do anything for him.

Xiao Yao sneered: "How dare you find this place."

She couldn't forget that when Lu Minzhi was in the most painful time of his life, he had to endure Yao Lie's sarcasm. If possible, Xiao Yao didn't want the same man to hurt Lu Minzhi twice.

Yao Lie could feel that Xiao Yao didn't want to see him, which made him feel very bad, because this woman questioned him as if she was Lu Minzhi's own person, but he was like an outsider who was rejected by others.

But Xiao Yao couldn't be offended, he knew that Lu Minzhi definitely didn't value Xiao Yao any less than he did him.

Yao Lie stood up, opened his mouth to speak, when Lu Minzhi came out of the kitchen, he smiled faintly: "Xiao Yao, don't be like this, you can't be a lover, and you don't have to be an enemy."

Yao Lie's face turned pale, and he thought that it hurt like a needle prick, and Lu Minzhi could hurt him with a simple word.

Lu Minzhi didn't look at him, and brought out the same food: "The food is ready, let's get ready to eat."

Lu Minzhi ate very little for dinner, and kept taking care of Lu Yan. Although he didn't care, Xiao Yao had lived with him for so many years, so he could naturally see that he was absent-minded.

Yao Lie looked at the dishes on this table, and when he picked up the chopsticks, he was so sad that he couldn't add anything. He ate two big bowls of rice with the food, and when the familiar taste filled his lips and teeth, the faint happiness Intertwined with the fear that could not be ignored in his heart, it was like the best tear gas bomb, which made him cry uncontrollably.

Lu Minzhi watched him weeping silently while shoveling rice without any image, his whole heart ached.

He tried his best not to look at him, and looked at his every move unconsciously from the corners of his eyes. Every movement and every look of his easily pulled his nerves.

He didn't understand why after all these years, he still couldn't get out of his feelings for Yao Lie. After his lover in his previous life committed suicide because of his sexual orientation, Lu Minzhi had been brooding about it, but until his death, he couldn't get rid of it. Never been so heartbroken as now.

But he is destined not to be with Yao Lie in this life. No matter how sincere and deep his relationship with Yao Lie is, there will always be a woman who cannot be ignored between them. Yao Lie is married and he has his own family !

After eating, Xiao Yao took the children and led Lingsha upstairs, leaving space for the two men.

Neither of them broke this harmonious yet weird silence. After half an hour, neither of them said a word, and the whole space could only hear their harmonious and synchronized breathing.

Yao Lie greedily looked at Lu Minzhi's handsome and gentle side face, he didn't dare to speak, he was afraid that if he spoke, he would hear Lu Minzhi's most ruthless rejection.

He had never been so timid before, but now he really felt this shameful and sad emotion.

"You go."

Lu Minzhi finally couldn't bear this weird atmosphere. Yao Lie's hot gaze made him restless. He was calm on the surface, but his heart was like a frying pan. There were countless emotions in his heart. He was afraid that if he waited any longer, he would lose control .

Yao Lie's breathing became disordered for a moment, and his breathing became rapid. He stared wide-eyed and looked at Lu Minzhi without blinking, trying to find a little bit of nostalgia from him, but he failed. The fear deep in his heart Zooming in for a moment, it was like a giant beast was about to devour him.

Lu Minzhi lowered his head, stared at a point without focus, and didn't know what he was looking at, and said in a faint voice: "I'm a homosexual, and the relationship between homosexuality is not stable. In the past, I was able to maintain such a long time with you. Even I I am quite surprised, you are not, you like women, one thing your grandfather said is right, time is the best medicine for emotional injuries, you will forget me after a long time, you are also in your 30s, You've passed the crazy and reckless age, now that you're married, live a good life with your wife."

Lu Minzhi was in a daze, he didn't know what he wanted to say, he just said it out of his head, he didn't dare to think about it, everyone would suffer if he thought too much.

Yao Lie rushed forward, looking at him fiercely with blood-red eyes, with veins pulled out on his neck: "Stop talking, do you have to say such unfeeling words? I don't believe it, I don't believe a word, if you don't have me in your heart Why don't you find someone else, four years, why don't you find someone else?"

Lu Minzhi looked at him expressionlessly: "How do you know I didn't look for it? Did you see it?"

Yao Lie was taken aback for a moment, and his momentum immediately disappeared: "Yes...that little fat girl said it."

Lu Minzhi smiled sarcastically: "Yao Lie, you have already deceived yourself to such an extent. A four-year-old child, what does she know?"

Yao Lie hugged him all at once, not looking at the cold irony on his face, and there was a cry in his voice: "Don't do this, please, I know I did something wrong, but I changed it, who didn't do it Made a mistake? Can't you give me another chance?"

Lu Minzhi gently pushed him away, with a cold voice: "Yao Lie, it's not your fault that you forgot me, it was an accident, no matter how you treated me or what you said to me during this period, I don't have to care, but you are married , I have the principles of my life, even if I am a homosexual who everyone despises, I will never be a third party who destroys other people's families!"

Yao Lie roared with tears streaming down his face: "What third party, I don't allow you to say that about yourself, who the hell is the third party, we were together first, if it wasn't for being tricked, I would fucking marry a woman ? You can't just give us the death sentence, I'm divorced, I haven't fucking touched her, nothing!"

Lu Minzhi's eyes were also red, and a breath suddenly exploded in his chest. He suddenly pushed Yao Lie away, pointed at his nose and shouted: "Never touched it? Who the hell are you lying to? What did you say at that time, you His mother said it was disgusting to be with men, you like women, you don’t remember liking me as a man during the time you lost your memory, you like women! The bride who married you, you said nothing happened to you, you he Mom lied to ghosts!"

He, Lu Minzhi, cried aggrievedly, saying that he didn't care about Yao Lie's actions, but being hurt by such harsh words from his beloved, even though Yao Lie lost his memory at that time, Lu Minzhi still felt aggrieved.

He cared very much, cared about the woman who was inserted between them, as long as he thought of Yao Lie touching her, and even having sex with her, Lu Minzhi felt like his heart was being torn apart.

He was jealous of that woman, because she could justifiably become Mrs. Yao, but his relationship with Yao Lie was so shady.

Yao Lie was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect Lu Minzhi to be so emotional, but then he was ecstatic. Compared with Lu Minzhi's polite and calm, he would rather face him who lost control of his emotions, which showed that he didn't care about himself at all.

Yao Lie excitedly grabbed Lu Minzhi's shoulder: "Listen to my explanation, I really didn't, why don't you believe me?"

Lu Minzhi broke away from his hand, fell back to the sofa tiredly, wiped his face vigorously with his sleeve, only his eyes were red, and his voice had a strong nasal voice: "You don't need to explain, whether I believe it or not, Yao Lie, since You forget me from that day on, you shouldn’t think about it again, we are over long ago, my life is very comfortable now, Xiao Yao, I and Yan Yan, our family is very happy and happy together, don’t bother me anymore us."

Yao Lie's eyes were red, and he was mad with jealousy, what kind of family, we should be a family!

The author has something to say: Yesterday Muxinxin, you must have no idea what I was doing, I was helping my father and mother to graft flower seedlings yesterday! ! !

For such a meaningful thing, you will not blame me for not updating it, will you?

I recently went home and started my painstaking yet happy working life. After staying at home for so many years, I have made up for my exercise in the past few days! ! !

Well, what I want to say the most is that the updates these days cannot be guaranteed_(:3」∠)_l3l4