Rebirth of the big screenwriter

Chapter 87

Why, I just know I want to have this dream.Although it hurts, I don't want to give up.

Time passed by so slowly, and I lived for another two years.Suddenly one day, at around 3 o'clock in the morning, the third brother drove to my 'Xunmeng Garden'.That night, the two of us slept together, and he told me: Ouyang, I'm done, I fell in love with a boy.do you know?That was a very, very scary thing.

I asked him: Third brother, no matter whether the person you love is a man or a woman, it is love, and it is a very happy thing. Why do you feel terrible?

The third brother hugged his head with his hands. He tore his hair vigorously. He said: Ouyang, it's terrible, really terrible.Can you imagine?I have known him for a long time, it can be said that I watched him grow up.In the past, I just regarded him as a junior, a young child, and it was my responsibility to take care of him.But, but, but...

The third brother's mood suddenly became very unstable, he was panting heavily, and under the bright light, I saw a layer of dark red in his eyes.It can be seen that he really lost control...

I patted him on the shoulder to calm him down.He calmed down slowly, and he continued: But, after being separated for several years, when I see him again, you know?My heartbeat, my heartbeat became very strange, my thoughts also became very strange, inexplicably, I fell in love with him so much, fell in love with him.

Ouyang, do I have a psychological problem?If it wasn't for my psychological problems, why would I have that feeling of being deeply in love for a long time?I really love him, love, love, love without any logic at all.do you know?This feeling is terrifying, really scary, scary.

The third brother was deeply hesitant, afraid, and even confused.It's been a long, long time, and I haven't seen third brother showing such a humane emotion.At that moment, I had a strong interest in the person that the third brother loved.

After that, I comforted the third brother and said to him: Third brother, don’t do this, loving this thing is a feeling that touches the heart and soul.If you love it, go for it boldly.I believe he will fall in love with you.

The third brother calmed down slowly, he seemed to be lying on the bed very tired, he closed his eyes and said: Ouyang, you won't understand, you won't understand.I can't love him, can't love him...

I asked why, but the third brother didn't answer me again. I thought he was asleep, so I lay down too.However, I still opened my mouth to say one more thing, and I said: Third Brother, you know, I haven’t had that dream for nearly four months.You said, will I never dream of that invisible boy again?

The third brother really didn't sleep, he said: Ouyang, I am the same, and I haven't dreamed of him for nearly four months.Maybe it's really like what Huang Puying said, it's a fantasy between you and me, and that boy is just a dream.

After hearing this, I haven't regained my senses for a long time. Finally, I said something in a daze: Maybe it is.Third brother, go to sleep, I'm tired.

The third brother gave an 'um' and said: Good night.

I closed my eyes.

A few days later, the third brother visited again.When I heard the news, I packed up and rushed to the second floor.On the second floor, I saw a handsome boy.The boy has a calm and arrogant demeanor.When he looked at me, his eyes were very strange, as if he knew me.I just asked: Do you know me?

He seemed to have come to his senses and said that I was very similar to my third brother.

When I heard it, I smiled and said in my heart: Of course we are alike, because we are twin brothers. Although our appearance is not exactly the same, we are twins. This is an undeniable fact.

After that, I saw the expression on the third brother's face, and I knew that the third brother loved him.

At that time, I didn't tell anyone, when I saw this boy named Xiao Nan, my heart suddenly hurt, but at the same time, I was also deeply happy, the kind of heart full, as if I was about to cry a feeling of.It's like I've known him a long time ago.Inexplicably, my heart just beats for him.

The third brother left and led him away.But my heart can no longer calm down.

They left and my heart sank.I asked myself: Is this the feeling of heartbeat?Do you like the feeling?Do you care about a person's feelings?

My heart sank, just because of the boy I met once, sank.

Later, when the third brother came again, he was to buy food for Xiao Nan. I played hard and soft, followed the third brother to his villa, and I saw Xiao Nan again.Seeing him this time, my heart still beats fast, and this time, I am sure...

I, Huangpu Ouyang, I fell in love with this boy named Xiao Nan.Anything can lie, but the feeling in my heart, the feeling of love, I can't lie to myself.

I fell in love with Xiao Nan.

Next, I stayed with my third brother, just to get in touch with him more.But he was writing the script, very busy, very busy.I didn't bother him.As long as I can quietly accompany him and watch him, I am content.

When there is a meeting, there is a parting.He is leaving.But I can't bear him to leave.I tried to change something, but he calmly blocked my way out, he... walked away...

I was helpless, but there was no reason to stop him.At that moment, a suffocating pain swept over and invaded my soul.

Concert, the tune he made.I would love to go to an event with him.My body doesn't allow me to go to places that are too loud.In order to see him again, I resisted my urge to go to the concert, and I watched the concert live on TV.

Love is like a tide.I listened to it over and over and I loved the lyrics, the tune.

I am not the only one who loves this song, even my eldest brother, that ruthless person, when I accidentally went to him, I found him listening to this song.

At that moment, I was deeply joyful, and thought to myself: My Nan Nan is amazing...

My... Nan Nan... I was taken aback by the thought in my heart.But this is my truest thought.

I fell in love with this boy, a boy named Xiao Nan.

However, I didn't have many opportunities to get in touch with him.Because most of the time I survived under the treatment of the hospital and equipment.I don't want to die, I don't want to die, I want to live, see him more, as long as I can live to see him, I am satisfied.

I controlled myself and recuperated quietly, but I paid attention to all his news.He has become popular as an unpopular singer by composing music, has attracted the attention of the music scene, and has been crowned with various titles.He wrote the script, helped the third brother film, had an affair with the third brother... wait... wait... wait... I am paying attention.

Days passed by like this.During this period, I want to see him, want to see him crazily.

However, before I saw him, I welcomed the third brother. When the third brother came to me, he was drunk and his tongue was tied.However, I still hear the cause and effect.

Xiao Nan, the boy I love, already has a lover.He even told my third brother from the side, only the process, not the result.

For his thought, I only feel distressed and have no other negative emotions.Because I know that he must have loved deeply, given all his love, lost all of his love, and made that love become an ancient that no one or anything can surpass, so he will so.

He is a lonely person who longs for dependence, warmth, and stability... This is my conclusion on him.

The first time, I begged my elder brother, and I told him that I fell in love with a boy and I wanted to chase that boy.

The eldest brother's face became very strange, but he still agreed, he helped me find out all of Xiao Nan's arrangements, and sent someone to quietly pay attention to Xiao Nan.

Looking at all the news about him, I said to myself in my heart: Nan Nan, don't worry, I will love you in my own way.I will not burden you.

Dream Garden, Dream Garden, I finally found my own dream and realized my own dream.

Here I see him again.He came here for dinner with a man who seemed indifferent.The moment I saw him, I was thinking: Did he come to see me?Did you come to see me?

My heart was beating wildly because of this thought.I desperately suppressed this uncontrollable emotion, until I recovered, I dared to walk in front of him, and greeted him in a seemingly normal way.

Only I know how restless my heart is.

Xiao Nan, I love you.I won't let go.

I said to myself again in my heart.

60. The sensation caused by the first broadcast

By the time Xiao Nan and the others finished their meal, it was almost eight o'clock in the evening.Sitting at the bar in Xunmeng Garden, listening to K's performance, Xiao Nan and the others were talking and laughing, looking very happy.

However, Ouyang's eyes have been looking at Xiao Nan unabashedly, the eyes are gentle and watery, with obvious admiration.Anyone with a discerning eye can tell that he likes Xiao Nan.

Only Xiao Nan acted like a normal person, saying what to say, smiling what to do, very calm and indifferent.

K finished playing another piece of music, he walked off the stage with a smile, came directly to Ouyang's side, stretched out his hand to hold Ouyang's arm, and then kissed Ouyang on the cheek of Huangpu, a shy smile appeared on his delicate face On his face, his eyes were full of love.

When Xiao Nan saw this scene, a strange feeling rose in his heart.

However, Xiao Nan still smiled lightly, and said hello to K, as if he didn't take K's behavior to heart at all.