Chapter 33
Chapter 33
I can't wake up no matter what you call
After giving birth, Li Rong stayed in the hospital for about a week, and then he was discharged from the hospital and returned to Lu Chen's house. It was not Lu Chen's intention, but Lu Chen asked Li Rong if he wanted to stay in the hospital or go back. Li Rong said he wanted to go back.
Living in the hospital is not very comfortable, it would be better at home.
Li Rong from Lu Chen also believed that he would hire someone to take care of him after he went back.
When he found Lu Chen, he asked him to protect himself and the child. Now that the child is born, Lu Chen has done everything very well, even better than Li Rong expected.
It's just that too many things happened in the middle, which Li Rong didn't expect.
After returning home, the family invited aunts and nurses, even if someone took care of Li Rong, but for Lu Chen, he was more willing to come by himself, and would not let others come too much.
If Li Rong feels uncomfortable or wants to do anything, Lu Chen will basically see him nearby. As for the child, the child will be handed over to the nanny to take care of it.
But the child is still young, so he usually likes to stay with Li Rong. After all, he is Li Rong's child. Even if the child doesn't know anything now, but the blood relationship is there, as long as he sleeps next to Li Rong, he will feel at ease.
Lu Chen changed the location of the study room to the next door to the bedroom, and asked people to come to the house to modify the wall in the middle, and installed a sliding door in the middle, so that if there is anything next to him, he can be the first to read it. time knows.
If Li Rong and the child were falling, Lu Chen would also go downstairs to work.
Company affairs, documents and the like are brought home by the assistant.
Occasionally, if there is a meeting, it is held on the computer.
It's really important, Lu Chen will go out, but no matter what, he will not go out for more than half a day, and he will come back to accompany Li Rong and the children.
The child is very small, a small ball, very fragile and soft. Lu Chen learned a lot of precautions for taking care of the child from the nanny. He can hold the child to feed milk powder, and he can also mix milk powder by himself. He has a very strong learning ability. Just do it more professionally than a nanny.
When I showed it to the domestic servants, I just felt that they were getting this salary, and the salary was too high, but I didn't do anything at all.
The aunt who cooks, the aunt who cleans, and the nanny, add up to several people.
But most of the time, it was Lu Chen who was doing the work.
Including changing the sheets in the bedroom seems to be done by Lu Chen.
Li Rong has just given birth, and his body will be a little different from before. Even if Li Rong doesn't say anything, Lu Chen knows that there are some things that he doesn't want others to see.
Even Lu Chen, sometimes Li Rong would lower his eyes, not wanting to be known.
But without Lu Chen taking care of him, it would be difficult for Li Rong to take care of himself by himself.
There is a long surgical scar on the stomach. It is not just a random cut. It cuts the belly completely and takes the child out from inside.
Li Rong would feel very uncomfortable when going to the bathroom, and Lu Chen would sometimes go up to Li Rong at work to ask him whether he should go to the bathroom or not.
Li Rong wanted to go by himself, but Lu Chen immediately carried him to the bathroom and put him on the toilet.
He saw everything that Lu Chen did to Li Rong.
These days, almost every day, not to mention that the two are inseparable, but basically they have not been separated for too long.
Seeing Lu Chen taking care of himself and his children, he seems to have become an excellent father.
It's not that Li Rong wasn't moved, it was because he was so moved that his desire to leave became stronger.
If this continues, he thinks he will be reluctant. He knows that even if he tells Lu Chen to let the other party take care of him in the future, Lu Chen will definitely be willing.
But when he thought that Lu Chen once liked Bai Yueguang, it was because the other party looked like him that Lu Chen allowed himself to approach him. My favorite may be true.
But if in the future, some day in the future, that white moonlight, the real white moonlight appears, what should I do? If the other party also likes Lu Chen, how should Lu Chen choose.
Choose Bai Yueguang, or choose him.
Li Rong didn't want to wait until that time, thinking about it for a while made him feel uncomfortable.
Li Rong didn't say anything to Lu Chen, but when Lu Chen approached him, it seemed that his smiling faces became less and less.
When facing children, he would smile gently, but with Lu Chen around, he was silent most of the time.
Lu Chen didn't know what Li Rong was thinking. He thought it might be because Li Rong had just given birth, and these changes in his body affected his mood.
He also called his friend Zhang Ming over. Zhang Ming is quite familiar with this kind of situation. Many people after childbirth will be affected psychologically.
When Zhang Ming came over, he brought another doctor, a doctor from his hospital. The doctor came in front of Li Rong and chatted with Li Rong for a while. Lu Chen was waiting downstairs, and Zhang Ming was absent-minded when talking to him.
Zhang Ming noticed Lu Chen's abnormality, and after asking about the situation, Lu Chen didn't hide it from him, and directly said that Li Rong was the person he liked.
"what?"
Zhang Ming didn't understand right away, but Lu Chen immediately told him that Li Rong was his white moonlight, Li Rong changed his name, and he lost some memories, but he was the person he always liked.
Zhang Ming was stunned for a moment, and couldn't help but be surprised that the fate was really such a coincidence.
Zhang Ming was happy and thankful for Lu Chen. Fortunately, the two were together back then. If Li Rong hadn't found him and Lu Chen hadn't recognized him, what would have happened to Li Rong? Zhang Ming felt a little shocked.
However, after Lu Chen said it, he couldn't see much happiness on his face, so Zhang Ming was concerned again: "What's the matter, doesn't he know?"
Lu Chen raised his eyes and remained silent, but Zhang Ming saw it right away.
"He doesn't know anything yet, you didn't tell him?"
"I missed it once. He doesn't believe me much anymore, not to mention there is something else that causes him to avoid me no matter how much I do."
"How do I hide from you?"
This is what Zhang Ming doesn't understand.
"He would smile and talk to the kids, but as soon as I showed up he stopped talking."
"He wants to leave me, I can feel it."
"You have a child, you confess to him, tell him."
Zhang Ming became anxious, what's the matter with Lu Chen, he is not such a timid character.
"I'm afraid he still won't believe me and think I'm lying."
"His memory has not recovered. No matter how much I say, if he doesn't believe it, it will be meaningless."
Zhang Ming looked at Lu Chen's drooping head, and felt uncomfortable all over his body. He wanted to comfort Lu Chen, but he didn't know what to say, so he could only pat Lu Chen on the shoulder.
"With the child here, I think he can see what you do, and he will be moved, even if he can't remember anything."
As far as what Lu Chen did, Zhang Ming felt that if he was replaced by himself, he would definitely not be able to do this, even if he was a friend and an outsider.
No one will not be moved, as long as they are not hard-hearted people.
Let alone Li Rong, Zhang Ming believes that he is not that kind of person.
After the doctor upstairs had a chat with Li Rong, he came down, and when Lu Chen saw him coming down, he immediately got up to meet him.
The doctor walked to the sofa, and seeing Lu Chen's anxious face, the doctor shook his head.
"What's the matter, Li Rong is in a bad situation?"
If this is the case, he can do anything, as long as there is a way to improve, he is willing to do anything.
"I don't think he has any psychological problems. He is very good at self-regulation. He doesn't have any resentment. He only has gratitude, both for you and for the children."
The doctor said to Lu Chen.
He saw the scar on Li Rong's abdomen, it was still scarlet and hadn't completely healed. Even after it healed, the scar would always be there. Even if he went for plastic surgery, the scar might not be completely removed.
But Li Rong said with a smile that he likes this scar, and he will not get rid of it, because its existence always reminds him that the child is his.
The doctor relayed all these things, and Lu Chen was obviously relieved.
"He doesn't like to talk much recently."
Lu Chen mentioned this matter.
The doctor looked at Lu Chen, and Lu Chen raised his throat again.
"You're too good for him, and he feels like he can't give you anything."
"No need for him to give anything, as long as he is there."
"It's your thinking, but it puts a lot of burden on him."
"Not everyone can accept other people's kindness with peace of mind, and some people will have a heavier emotional burden than ordinary people."
"Then what should I do?"
: You are often at home, all the time, he will feel pressured, you can go out occasionally, you don't have to accompany him every day. "
This is the doctor's recommendation.
When he was talking with Li Rong, Li Rong didn't hide from him too much, and told him a lot of things. Li Rong knew that Lu Chen liked him, but he thought it was more because of the child, not just him. people.
This kind of love is too strong, and it makes him breathless.
The doctor couldn't completely talk to Lu Chen, so he just said a little bit.
"……is that so?"
Lu Chen laughed.
"Okay, I know what to do."
Then he won't be at home very often.
There are many people in the family, they will take good care of Li Rong.
What's more, with children, as long as there are children, Li Rong will always smile.
Lu Chen nodded.
Zhang Ming walked to Lu Chen's side, and he patted Lu Chen on the shoulder: "I think you are too anxious, Li Rong's health hasn't recovered yet, wait for him to recover slowly, you can treat the child better, be kind to the child , is also good for him, isn't it?"
Lu Chen heard Zhang Ming's words from the bottom of his heart.
"Ah."
Lu Chen nodded.
The doctor had something else to do, so he left first.
Li Rong led a meeting upstairs, and soon he came down with the child in his arms.
The child has opened his eyes now, but he will be sleeping. When he walked downstairs, Lu Chen and his friends were in the living room. They saw Li Rong walk out of the elevator. Li Rong was holding the child. There is a kind of extreme warmth outside.
Even a straight man like Zhang Ming is easily moved by that kind of warmth, Zhang Ming turned to look at Lu Chen.
Lu Chen met his true love, and was so lucky to have a child.
It was already enviable, but now it is even more so.
It always gives people a feeling that God especially favors him.
Lu Chen stared closely at Li Rong. Li Rong came over with the child in his arms. He was sitting on the sofa, but no matter how he looked, he was fidgeting. He wanted to get up and walk up to Li Rong at any time. It's fine, he can be Li Rong's foot, he wants to hold Li Rong anytime.
When Li Rong came over, before he could say anything, the child in his arms woke up.
The child's facial features resembled Li Rong's, but his unexpected eyes were almost exactly the same as Lu Chen's.
When Lu Chen held the child, those who didn't know would only think that the child must be his.
The child woke up, opened his big eyes, and saw that it was his father holding him and babbling.
The child wakes up and wants to eat milk powder. Lu Chen immediately mixed the milk powder for the child. He is so proficient that Zhang Ming was stunned for a while.
After mixing, Lu Chen put the bottle on his cheek to feel the temperature, and then handed the bottle to Li Rong.
"Try the temperature."
Lu Chen said to Li Rong.
Li Rong took the bottle, took a sip, and tested the temperature with his tongue, but Lu Chen's cheek alone might not be accurate.
The child's mouth is fragile, and a little heat will burn him.
"Well, the temperature is right."
Li Rong then gave the pacifier to the child's mouth, and the child was already able to hold the bottle by himself.
Li Rong sat by the sofa, Lu Chen took a pillow and put it behind Li Rong's waist, Li Rong was used to it, but Zhang Ming's eyes slowly opened wide.
The child was drinking milk quietly, and everyone didn't talk much.
Zhang Ming looked at it for a while, and then he spoke. He seemed to be very quiet.
It seems that since he came here, he has never heard the child cry.
Too well-behaved, his personality seems to be very similar to Li Rong.
Too obedient, but it makes people feel distressed.
Thinking about Li Rong's previous life with his adoptive parents, even though he was an outsider, Zhang Ming felt very sorry for Li Rong's past.
And Lu Chen likes Li Rong, he is afraid that it will be even more uncomfortable.
Something happened to the Li family, and Zhang Ming knew about it. It seemed that the stock was short-sold, and now he was directly in debt. Even if it was liquidated, he still owed a lot.
People in the Li family will probably spend the rest of their lives repaying debts.
These are all Lu Chen's means, and Zhang Ming believes it must be.
I don't know how much Li Rong knows.
Zhang Ming looked at Li Rong, and Li Rong's eyes were fixed on his child, his eyes were focused, obviously the child was everything to him.
After feeding the baby with powdered milk, Li Rong continued to hold the baby, and brought a small toy for the baby to chew and play with. The baby didn't have teeth, but he liked to hold something in his mouth. His big eyes were rolling around, not looking at Li Rong. , Just look at Lu Chen.
Lu Chen approached, stretched out his big hand, and teased the child.
The child giggled, and when the child smiled, Li Rong also laughed, but when Lu Chen looked at him, the smile on his face disappeared immediately.
Lu Chen felt a little uncomfortable in his heart, but he quickly held back and played with the child for a while. The child is young now and sleeps a lot all the time.As soon as I closed my big eyes, I fell asleep.
His small hand was still holding on to Lu Chen. He looked small, but the strength in his hand was not small.
Lu Chen tried to pull, but the child didn't let go.
"Let me hug."
Lu Chen took the child from Li Rong.
Li Rong's arms suddenly became empty, empty, looking at Lu Chen who was holding the child, Li Rong's heart trembled slightly.
This man is so nice, so good that he can't control himself, he wants to hug Lu Chen, and he also wants to kiss Lu Chen.
"I'm going outside for a meeting."
Li Rong got up and went to the garden outside. The sun was glaring, and the child was too young to bask in the sun directly. Lu Chen was holding the child in the house, but his gaze followed Li Rong uncontrollably.
Looking at the situation between the two of them, Zhang Ming, as a friend, can't help much. In matters of relationship, they can only look at themselves.
Zhang Ming didn't stay for too long, he left soon, and continued to stay here, Lu Chen's thoughts were not with him, talking to him seemed to disturb him to get along with his children.
Not long after Zhang Ming left, another person came over.
Xu You, he knew that Li Rong had given birth, and he felt unwell when he went back that day, so he was also admitted to the hospital.
When he got better, Li Rong's surgery was over, so he wanted to go to see Li Rong, but his health was so bad that he was afraid that his illness would affect Li Rong and his children.
Because I like it, I will be timid.
Later, when I wanted to go see it again, Li Rong and Lu Chen went home, Xu You had been there, but when he walked outside and saw Lu Chen holding the child, he couldn't go any further.
Today I finally mustered up the courage to come here.
He thought that when the child was born, he might have more chances, but now Xu You knew better than anyone else that with this child, he would have nothing, let alone chances.
Lu Chen held the child in his arms, and the child fell asleep. They were a family.
And I am just an outsider.
When Lu Chen saw Xu You approaching, he no longer had an unwelcome expression on his face, but smiled a little.
Xu You walked over, looked down at the child in Lu Chen's arms, and raised his hand to gently touch the child's hand.
The child's hands were extremely soft, so soft that Xu You was afraid that he would hurt the baby if he used force.
"Where's Li Rong?"
Xu You didn't see Li Rong, so he looked around.
Soon I saw Li Rong in the garden outside. Li Rong was sitting on a chair, and he stayed outside quietly by himself.
"How is he doing?"
Just after the operation, a child was born. Xu You has had contact with people who have given birth, many, not all of them, but most of them will have some mental problems.
Because I have to take care of the children, I can't sleep well or eat well, and my body will be affected accordingly.
"He's fine, he's already had a doctor come over."
Xu You nodded. He couldn't deny one thing, that is, Lu Chen was more suitable than anyone else to take care of Li Rong.
Probably there will be no second person in this world who loves Li Rong like Lu Chen.
After all, Li Rong was someone he had always liked.
Even if it was admitted in the middle, it didn't have much effect on the result.
Xu You coughed. He had a little cold recently and was still taking medicine.
"I'm leaving first, and I'll come back when I have a cold."
Xu You put on the mask, so as not to leave his illness in the air and infect Li Rong and the children.
Xu You came quietly and left silently.
Li Rong didn't know that he was sitting outside with his eyes closed, his body was not tired, but his mind was tired, he suddenly wanted to take a deep sleep.
Sleep for a long time.
In his previous life, he hadn't been able to see his child, and during the time he was locked in the basement, he didn't know whether it was day or night outside, and he was often in a trance.
Especially in the later period, I felt confused about whether I was alive or dead.
Li Rong put his hands on his stomach, where there were clear scars.
His child, he was able to see him.
It seems that the wish of this life has been completely fulfilled.
It's better to sleep by yourself, and have a good sleep.
The other thing is that he needs to think about the matter between him and Lu Chen, and make a decision after he wakes up, whether to stay or continue to leave.
Li Rong closed his eyes, he just wanted to have a good sleep, he didn't know how long he would sleep this time.
Lu Chen put the baby in the stroller, and Li Rong sat outside without moving. Lu Chen didn't feel anything unusual at first, but soon, Li Rong didn't move at all.
For some reason, Lu Chen felt a strange uneasiness in his heart, and he walked out.
Walking quickly to Li Rong's side, Lu Chen was about to breathe a sigh of relief when he saw that Li Rong was just sleeping, but soon his heart was in his throat.
Because even though Li Rong was sitting, he seemed to be completely asleep.
That kind of falling asleep gave Lu Chen a feeling that he would never wake up again in the future.
Lu Chen approached Li Rong, he raised his hand to touch Li Rong's body.
"Li Rong."
Lu Chen's shout was also soft.
Li Rong still kept his eyes closed, normally Li Rong would not fall asleep while sitting like this.
Lu Chen called Li Rong several times in a row, even though his voice was raised, but Li Rong didn't open his eyes.
He was still sleeping with his eyes closed, Lu Chen's hands trembled, his pupils flickered, and he reached out to feel Li Rong's breath, Li Rong was still breathing.
Lu Chen didn't know that his eye sockets were instantly red, unusually red.
"It's easy to catch cold when you sleep outside, so sleep inside."
Lu Chen picked up Li Rong, hugged him horizontally, carried him into the room, and put him on the sofa.He pulled the soft blanket over Li Rong's body.
Lu Chen was sitting next to Li Rong, and he tried to call Li Rong a few more times, but Li Rong didn't wake up.
This doesn't just mean falling asleep, but something else.
Lu Chen couldn't wait, couldn't wait until Li Rong woke up by himself.
Call the hospital and have the doctor come to his home.
The hospital was not far away, and the doctor came quickly and did a simple examination on Li Rong, but found nothing abnormal. There was no problem of incomplete wound healing on Li Rong's body.
But Li Rong couldn't wake up from his sleep, and couldn't be woken up no matter how much he screamed.
It looked as if he had completely fallen asleep and fell into an endless dream.
The doctor suggested that if Lu Chen was really worried about Li Rong, he should take him to the hospital for an examination.
Lu Chen wanted to go, but just as he was about to leave, the child woke up and found that he was in the stroller, not in the arms of his father. His big eyes turned around first, and when he saw Li Rong on the sofa, he raised his small hand, ah ah ah speak out.
It seemed that he was asking his father to hug him, but Li Rong fell asleep and didn't get up, nor did he hug his father.
"Whoa whoa whoa."
The baby immediately began to cry loudly, and the crying sound was sharp. When Lu Chen heard the baby crying, he turned around and hugged the baby.
But the baby was still wriggling and seemed to be struggling.
He wants Dad to hug him.
Lu Chen knew what the child meant, and carried the child to Li Rong's side. As soon as the child touched Li Rong's body, the crying stopped.
He seemed to know that it was his father, and he felt at ease when he smelled his father's body.
Lu Chen watched the baby wake up and cry for a while, then fell asleep immediately. He squatted beside the sofa, holding the baby's hand, and then went to hold Li Rong's hand.
Lu Chen lowered his head and buried his face in the hands of the father and son, his shoulders trembling slightly.
He didn't know what to do.
It's always like this, when facing Li Rong, it seems that God is deliberately trying to separate them.
Why did Li Rong suddenly fall asleep and not wake up? Something should be done against him.
It's fine to let him die, don't torture Li Rong anymore.
A tear flowed from Lu Chen's eyes, and he immediately controlled his emotions.
Maybe I was thinking too much about everything, maybe Li Rong was really tired, that's why he fell asleep like this.
Maybe he wakes up at night.
Lu Chen thinks it should be like this.
So he waited quietly, and the baby woke up and fed the baby. As for himself, he didn't have an appetite for dinner, so he sat at the dining table, and even after taking two bites, he turned around and vomited it out.
He was so worried about Li Rong that he couldn't even eat.
Lu Chen went upstairs and entered the bedroom. Li Rong was sleeping with the child. Li Rong's face was calm and gentle, as if he really just fell asleep and would wake up at any time.
Lu Chen lowered his head and kissed Li Rong's forehead: "I beg you, wake up."
"If you want to leave, I won't stop you. You can do whatever you want, and I won't stop you."
"As long as you can wake up."
"Please."
Lu Chen's eyes were red, and his voice was choked with sobs.
Li Rong didn't wake up.
One night, even if the child woke up several times, woke up to eat milk powder when he was hungry, and Lu Chen turned to look at Li Rong after feeding the child, but Li Rong was still sleeping deeply, showing no sign of waking up.
Lu Chen kept his eyes open all night, and the next day his eyes were bloodshot, and the servants at home were extremely worried.
Lu Chen took Li Rong to the hospital the next day, and the child followed him. He would not leave the child at home, and the child needs to see Li Rong all the time.
After arriving at the hospital, Li Rong had a full body checkup, including everything.
The operation was successful without any complications and his personal recovery is very good.
But why he suddenly fell asleep and didn't wake up, the doctors don't know.
The doctor also held a special meeting to discuss, but did not discuss a result.
Li Rong just didn't wake up, even if some targeted stimulation was done to his body without affecting his body, Li Rong still didn't wake up.
Lu Chen looked at Li Rong lying quietly, the child woke up crying, Li Rong did not open his eyes.
I didn't stay in the hospital. Since the hospital couldn't find out the reason, there was no point in staying there.
Lu Chen felt in a trance that maybe he should know the reason.
He should know, but he can't remember.
When Li Rong was brought home, the child didn't know what it meant for his father to fall asleep, but the father couldn't hug him, so the child didn't understand it for the first few days.
But not long after, the child seemed to realize something, and when he was placed next to Li Rong, he cried even louder.
No matter how Lu Chen coaxed the child, it seemed useless.
Seeing the child cry, Lu Chen felt even more painful in his heart.
He had no choice but to call Xu You and ask Xu You to come over.
Xu You and Li Rong look very similar, and the aura of the two seems to be similar.
After Xu You came over, the child saw someone who looked like his father and was hugged by Xu You, but the child stopped crying soon.
It's just that the child doesn't feel it. He seems to know whether it's his father or not.
Later, Xu You had no choice but to put on Li Rong's clothes. The two of them were about the same body shape, and their faces were also changed into Li Rong's clothes. They were tainted with Li Rong's smell, and the child seemed unable to tell the difference.
Xu You soon came to live here, he was holding the baby, although this was the scene he was looking forward to in the past, but he knew that Li Rong would suddenly fall into a deep sleep, he would rather not be able to hold the baby than Li Rong would fall asleep all the time .
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