I meet a lot of people in my life, keep a distance from anyone in my life, but only want to meet you

Chapter 46 You Are Not Here

YZ I have insisted on how long I have not looked for you, I want to persist until December, not to look for you!

I don't know if I can persist, I have to rely on myself to win the final victory...

I will miss you, I don't even know what to do, I can't get close to anyone, I miss you so much..., I used to always be infinitely harmful

Afraid, afraid, afraid of all the things I can't predict, I am really insecure, but if I can see you now, I will be satisfied

Maybe I’m still afraid, afraid that you will leave me to experience the heart-piercing pain, so sometimes I don’t want to see each other very much.

Well... I once said to you, I put everything in your place and keep working hard, and then I will be really well... But I

After that, what has changed, just like I have known you for a long time, and it seems that it is the first day I have known you...for the sake of getting better

Come on, I really spent endless energy, I really walked so hard to get closer to you, I also exhausted to remember your name

All my strength.I'm finally healed, I'm finally getting better, YZ. It's been a hard day, really hard... But what am I going to do?

What to do, all the cold, but love to act like a baby and mess with you