double rebirth

Chapter 75

Li Yu was sent to a drug rehabilitation center.

After Ren Qing called Liu Chuan, Liu Chuan really didn't expect that Li Yu would do such a crazy thing. After hearing that Shen Zequn broke an arm and suffered a concussion, Liu Chuan couldn't help but gasped. .

That night Xu Minghao came to ask Ren Qing for dinner, and Ren Qing refused when he was in the mood to have dinner with Xu Minghao.Xu Minghao had a straight temper and insisted on asking Ren Qing to give him a reasonable reason. Ren Qing had no choice but to tell Xu Minghao about it.

Xu Minghao drove over immediately, and he was relieved after making sure that Ren Qing was fine, but regarding Shen Zequn's injury, Xu Minghao felt that it was his fault.

Ren Qing knew that the two were not very compatible, so he just shook his head.

Shen Zequn had just undergone gastric surgery and had been fasting for the past few days. Ren Qing went to the company for a meeting the next day, and went to the hospital as soon as he left the company in the afternoon.

When standing at the door of the ward, just as Ren Qing wanted to open the door, he saw through the window Shen Zequn in hospital gown lying on the side of the bed and looking down, as if waiting for someone.

Shen Zequn lived in a single ward, and there was no one in it now, so Ren Qing didn't knock on the door, and just pushed the door open.

Before Ren Qing could speak, Shen Zequn who was standing there said quietly, "Xu Fan, tell me... Will Ren Qing not come to see me anymore?"

Because of the recent busy work, stomach problems and injuries, Shen Zequn has lost a lot of weight. Ren Qing didn't pay attention when he was wearing his own clothes, but now Shen Zequn is only wearing a set of hospital gowns, standing in front of the window. When the hem of the skirt was sealed up slightly, it seemed that his whole body would disappear with the afterglow of the setting sun, and his voice was very ethereal, as if hiding endless loneliness.

Ren Qing looked at Shen Zequn's back, and it was really hard to connect with the tall and straight figure at that time.

Shen Zequn laughed at himself: "That's right, he doesn't even want to be friends with me..."

Ren Qing looked at his back, his eyes were swollen, and he couldn't help but said, "I'm like that kind of heartless person?"

Shen Zequn was slightly taken aback, and turned around abruptly, but a trace of embarrassment appeared in his eyes.

Ren Qing couldn't help but said, "Who told you to get up? Go to bed quickly."

Shen Zequn looked at him, lay down obediently, but couldn't help but said: "You... came directly from the outpatient building?"

Ren Qing nodded: "Well, I took a taxi. The entrance to the inpatient department was too congested, so I came in through another west gate."

When Shen Zequn said this, Ren Qing knew who he was standing by the window looking at just now, but Shen Zequn in that way made him feel even more uncomfortable, as if he had been abandoned by him, at a loss what to do.

Shen Zequn lowered his eyes: "I've been waiting for you...for a long time."

Ren Qing really didn't want to see him look so weak, so he couldn't help explaining: "I went to the police station yesterday, and I went to the company again this morning. My album has passed the review, and the first wave of publicity will start tomorrow. So..." Ren Qing approached a little closer: "So I will start to go to various places to promote, I can't come every day, don't wait for me, take a good rest."

Ren Qing tried to tell the company to postpone the original release date today, but he is just a newcomer, so naturally he has to strike while the iron is hot, and Liu Chuan also persuaded him, but Ren Qing had no choice.

Shen Zequn didn't speak, but just stared at him for several seconds before he silently lowered his head and said with force, "Work is very important. I'm fine now. The doctor also said that I just need to rest."

Ren Qing looked at Shen Zequn's arm, and said again: "You have to fast after the operation, right? Don't force yourself if you feel uncomfortable."

Shen Zequn nodded: "I know, you too, no matter how busy you are at work, you still have to eat three meals a day regularly, don't be like me."

"Well, at least I won't be sneaking out of the hospital."

Shen Zequn was startled, glanced at him lightly but had nothing to say.

After a long silence, Shen Zequn raised his head and asked softly, "If you don't come... can I send you a text message? Do you... think I'm annoying?"

Ren Qing was at a loss for words for a while, he didn't know how to answer, but the emotion in Shen Zequn's eyes really shocked him, he couldn't say anything else, so he could only say: "When I'm working, the mobile phone is actually very big. Not on me part of the time, or on mute, so I probably won't be back."

"Ah, also... that's right."

The light in Shen Zequn's eyes seemed to dim in an instant, Ren Qing's heart was shocked, and he quickly scratched his hair and wanted to say something, but Shen Zequn's tears fell down without warning.

Almost in an instant, Ren Qing suddenly grabbed his left hand.

He didn't know what to do, but his eyes were red.

"You, what are you, why are you crying? Where does it hurt?"

Such Shen Zequn really made Ren Qing unable to calm down, he didn't know what happened to him, he just beat him to death and didn't want to see this man's tears.

Shen Zequn is such a proud person, how could...how could...

Shen Zequn suddenly embraced Ren Qing's body with his left arm, buried his face deeply on Ren Qing's shoulder, and his voice was hoarse as if it was about to crack: "Ren Qing... I really can't be with you in the future. Have you spoken? Are you really giving up on me completely? I really will never bother you all day like before... Don't ignore me, don't want me, okay? Do you really hate me so much? Really Are you not even willing to give me a chance?"

How long will he walk alone in despair, how long will he wait, he really can't see the end.

"Don't be like this..."

Ren Qing's tears fell, hitting Shen Zequn's flimsy hospital gown, casting a shadow.

Maybe it's because I really can't stand such a pitiful and humble attitude of Shen Zequn, maybe it's because I can't sleep all night after seeing the news of Shen Zhenhai's death, even if I keep running away, I can't stop my worried self.

Ren Qing admitted that he couldn't forget Shen Zequn, he just didn't have the courage, he just didn't dare to like him anymore.

But after all, he was the person he once liked the most, how could he bear to see him turn into his current sick appearance!

Maybe he really should let himself go, and Shen Zequn too.

Perhaps it is the best choice for them to go their separate ways.

Is it really the best?

If it was the best, why would Shen Zequn be in such pain, and why would he cry?

Taking a deep breath, Ren Qing finally had to admit that he still lost to him.

"I mean... I may not be able to reply to your text messages immediately, but I will read them when I am done."

Shen Zequn didn't speak, but trembled even more.

He hugged him tighter, as if he wanted to rub this Ren Qing into his body.

Perhaps in this way, they will never be separated.

Ren Qing's hands also covered Shen Zequn's slightly trembling back, and he finally couldn't hold it back: "You said let me give you a chance..." Ren Qing looked at him with tears in his eyes: "It's not that I haven't Forgive you, or hate you, I just... just feel that I can't go back to the past with you, so I feel that it is meaningless to continue like this, and it will only make each other more painful. "

Shen Zequn looked at him and shook his head: "Ren Qing, our previous way of getting along was actually wrong, because we didn't really talk to each other. I didn't tell you what I thought because I was afraid, and you also talked to me because of my hurt. Those so-called inferiority complexes built up defenses against me. But from now on, I hope that we will not hide from each other. You can tell me about your anger, anger, and your left and right emotions, and I will also tell you what is in my heart What we think. We will not go back to the past, and I don’t want to go back to the past. I just hope that we can create a new future, which belongs only to me and you. Ren Qing, I just want one chance! If you think I didn't do well, and if you separate from me at that time, I won't say a word, Ren Qing...I just ask you to give me a chance to see how I perform, okay?"

At this moment, Ren Qing felt that he had really lost, to Shen Zequn.

Slowly closing her eyes, Ren Qing finally took the last courage.

"it is good."

Shen Ze suddenly held back his breath, and he looked at him slowly, as if in disbelief, his eyes were trembling crazily, and he tightly grasped Ren Qing's hand: "You...you just... …accepted?"

Ren Qing stared at a face full of tears and nodded vigorously: "I decided to give you and me another chance. This is really the last time..."

"Ren Qing...Ren Qing...Thank you, thank you..."

Shen Zequn suddenly felt that this hug was too heavy, as if it had surpassed endless thoughts, life and death.

And only at this moment, he felt that Ren Qing, who belonged to him, had returned.

He will never let go, he will do everything to make him happy and happy.

He won't do it wrong again!

The two of them didn't say anything, they just hugged each other and cried for a long time. They both knew it was really stupid, but they couldn't restrain it.

Ren Qing originally thought that in this relationship, the only one who was stupid was himself.But it wasn't until now that he realized that Shen Zequn wasn't as smart as he thought when it came to relationships.

He would be so crazy about it.

Ren Qing has already put his life on the line for the kind of love he once had, and now that he finally has this chance, why would he choose to suffer rather than give himself another chance?

Shen Zequn let him let go of the inferiority complex he had before, and Shen Zequn crushed his arrogance and self-esteem to pieces for him to see, so he was betting once, so what if he walked with this person again?

He felt that he really didn't know Shen Zequn well before, and he was also blindly avoiding it.

He didn't think this was just a chance for Shen Zequn, it was also his chance, their chance.